Well today, like most other days lately really SUCKS!!!! I can't work cause of my health issues and money or the lack of it is becoming a severe issue in my relationship!! I can understand her being unhappy about the whole situation, however I do have 2 settlements coming very soon that are quite substantial and once they come, our money problems will pretty much be over. But its the waiting game that is driving us both crazy!!! The bills keep piling up and the money is not there to pay them. I just don't know what to do anymore. If I try to go back to work full time, I lose not only the benefits I am getting now through the VA, but also I would probably lose the job very quickly because of issues relating to my health. I already lost 1 job due to that crap, I don't care to lose another!! I feel like I am caught between a rock and a hard spot. I wish I knew a way out but I do not. I was hoping my money from my schooling would tide us over until the settlements came in but its not working out to well. So..............my dilemma continues. And my depression grows, and the ole lady gets more and more bitchy!!! So goes my always fucked up life!!!!!!! :-( :-( 
nexttuesday:
Wish I had some advice on this one life but I just dont. Only what you already know, dont bother losing what you got by trying to do what you know you cant. Love you.