hello any and all that may be interested in my feeble minded rantings....................
Well today was 1 of the saddest days of my life. We started packing to move, Don't know where we are going yet but I hope & pray something will come along and I REALLY hope that we get moved BEFORE my sugery next month. I had to sit & watch my 1 and only daughter as she started to pack her things crying because we have to move.GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My life FUCKIN LIFE SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like such a failure to my family!!!!!!!!!!! For the 1st time in my life the future is uncertain to me. Maybe they would be better off with me out of the picture, I just wonder sometimes if I am more bad than good for them, Lately its been MUCH MORE BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well today was 1 of the saddest days of my life. We started packing to move, Don't know where we are going yet but I hope & pray something will come along and I REALLY hope that we get moved BEFORE my sugery next month. I had to sit & watch my 1 and only daughter as she started to pack her things crying because we have to move.GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My life FUCKIN LIFE SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like such a failure to my family!!!!!!!!!!! For the 1st time in my life the future is uncertain to me. Maybe they would be better off with me out of the picture, I just wonder sometimes if I am more bad than good for them, Lately its been MUCH MORE BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!