Ok here i go,
I am at the point where i think that life no longer matters!!!!!!!!!! Well I should refraze that, MY LIFE no longer matters!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don\'t it SO SUCK that I am worth more DEAD to my family than if I am alive??????? Right now, We have NO RELIABLE VEHICLES to get us to our jobs, We are 2 MONTHS behind on our mortgage payment, And I CANNOT get to my job to earn money to PAY THE FRICKIN BILLS cause my FRICKIN VEHICLE WILL NOT RUN!!!!!!!! So the way I see it, In order to take care of my family, I need to die, THEN at least they have a big payday!!!!!!!!! My life SOOOOOOOOOOOO SUCKSSSSSSSSSSS, So maybe my DEATH will at LEAST assure that my family is taken care of. I couldn\'t do it in life, So maybe at LEAST I can take care of them in DEATH!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am at the point where i think that life no longer matters!!!!!!!!!! Well I should refraze that, MY LIFE no longer matters!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don\'t it SO SUCK that I am worth more DEAD to my family than if I am alive??????? Right now, We have NO RELIABLE VEHICLES to get us to our jobs, We are 2 MONTHS behind on our mortgage payment, And I CANNOT get to my job to earn money to PAY THE FRICKIN BILLS cause my FRICKIN VEHICLE WILL NOT RUN!!!!!!!! So the way I see it, In order to take care of my family, I need to die, THEN at least they have a big payday!!!!!!!!! My life SOOOOOOOOOOOO SUCKSSSSSSSSSSS, So maybe my DEATH will at LEAST assure that my family is taken care of. I couldn\'t do it in life, So maybe at LEAST I can take care of them in DEATH!!!!!!!!!!!!