murderthisghost

i've been going through my music library and itunes has the wonderful feature of telling you when you last listened to something....so ive been listening to songs i havent listened to in ages and i've fallen in love with rufus wainwright all over again....that little gay man has a sexy voice

i know i may be a loser and/or total nerd for watching or even talking about it but i love american idol....and if you haven't watched before, then this season is worth watching just for chris sligh....the guy is my brother from another mother....he's funny and good and his actual band isn't that bad....people like him make it worth watching besides the retards that think...
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I finally have my new ink and im in love with it.....just go to my pictures to check it out....ill have more pics up later but the two should do for now......work has been crazy....we just moved into a new building and i've been doing everything from building counters to laying carpet and hardwood floors.....not really selling music much.......and ive been on a strict salad...
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i met an amazing person today.....her name is Spyder (i doubt thats her real name but its what she told me)....i was wasting another day away playing solitaire at work when what looked like a feeble old lady was walking into the store.....at first glance i wouldve guessed she was easily 60, the way she was walking slightly bent over with a cane walking slowly...
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thank you james taylor and your musical magic for keeping me sane with all of the asshole holiday shoppers

i know i posted all of my blogs on the same day but who the fuck cares....im new....i write my own music and the last few post are some song lyrics that i've been working on.....its boring at work so i posted them

She bites her lip just to keep you guessin'

Stars on her arms, holes in her ears

The scars on her heart hide all her fears.



Lost alone, nowhere to go

How I feel, she'll never know



She's so pretty in punk



Pink hair, spiked belt, and a black t-shirt

A million and one ways to express the hurt

Sleeves of cloth or sleeves of...
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The disturbed ground of these unmarked graves,

Where we buried the feelings that only love could save.

My eyes burn from razor filled tears,

Flooded with thoughts of wasted days,months, and years.

So full of rage and lost ambition fills my head,

Can we go back to the time when I wished you were dead.

No sleeves can cover these scars buried deep in my...
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i'm walking a tightrope

and my mind is drunk

clouded with thoughts of past, present, and future

my body sways back and forth

between bad and worse

have to stay steady

have to keep my balance

no focus, no drive,

the rope goes on forever

no end in sight

no safety harness

no prize waiting on the platform

no net below to catch me if...
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