murderthisghost

so i've been MIA for a while, but now I'm back and more inked up than ever. lots of new pics coming, and catching up to do.

i got new ink. it's the word hope in a typewriter lettering on my forearm. pics to come soon. i need a girlfriend. life is fucking depressing.

ok so today was not a good day....well it started out well....work wasn't too bad...i was able to get a lot done, and we were in meetings most of the day so not too much to complain about, but after work is a different story...one of my good friends works with me, and she has two kids...she goes to school at night so a couple...
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so im writing the ever so cliche novel...the funny thing is that i've actually already written two novellas and this will be the third, but i never send them off to publishers....i never do anything with them really besides using them to fill space on my bookshelf....so far in kind of sounds like a blend of two Chuck's....Klosterman and Palahnuik...its probably the most bitter and...
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hell week is officially over...i just worked a 50 hour week, Mon-Fri, b/c half of our office was in Vegas for a convention (which i was already pissed that i didnt get to go) and i had to do all of my work and on top of that cover another person's.....I worked more than that when I ran the music store but it was completely...
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im fucking sick....i hate being sick, especially this kind of sick, where it's just allergies to the pollen....where its all in my head, just aching, sneezing, runny nose, pain that i can feel in my teeth.....and its not going away....i have to move away from Georgia, the fucking ground is yellow from all of the pollen....it rained yesterday and it was like tiny yellow rivers...
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For those of you that don't know, or even care, I recently went through a pretty rough spot with a girl that pretty much used me for emotional support while she fucked other people...long story short, she lied about everything, from the time she got off of work, to what her parents did for a living, to saying that she loved me....all lies...but my problem...
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work has been really draining lately...so literature has been my escape...but i'm not reading "fun" books really...today i finished "Inside Inside", the autobiography of James Lipton (the host of Inside the Actors Studio)...it was actually really fucking good....if i get my bonus this month, i'm finally going to finish the piece on my forearm, and get some new plugs...i think its time to go up...
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Hi all
Ive been through a lot since the last time I was on and let my membership expire.
I went through a really hard relationship that did not end well and resulted in a lot of changed.
I ended up moving b/c living in a small town after that much devistation was unbearable.
And in order to move I had to get a new...
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so i've been M.I.A. for quite some time now but dealing with the death of a family member really took a lot out of me....i think im over it now but it still hurts but i am back for a while so we'll talk to all of you soon