So I finally have the pictures but I really am not in a good enough mood to resize and post them on here.
They are of a happy time and I find it hard to do much with them right now since I am so feeling the opposite.
My Dad was killed in an accident at work on the 11th. He was only 52.
We were very close.
I am finding it hard to do anything, even the littlest things that are part of daily life.
Don't worry, I'm fine. It's just really hard.
I did eat tonight. Ha. I had probably the weirdest dinner ever (for me at least).
I had a piece of chocolate, 2 strawberry daiquiris, 1/2 of a watermelon (yeah, all to my self!), and a tiny piece of a cinnamon bun (it burnt my finger so I don't think I will eat the rest... I'm just going to take out my anger on an inanimate object). Good times.
So, I haven't wanted to do anything, but apparently I needed to vent.
They are of a happy time and I find it hard to do much with them right now since I am so feeling the opposite.
My Dad was killed in an accident at work on the 11th. He was only 52.
We were very close.
I am finding it hard to do anything, even the littlest things that are part of daily life.
Don't worry, I'm fine. It's just really hard.
I did eat tonight. Ha. I had probably the weirdest dinner ever (for me at least).
I had a piece of chocolate, 2 strawberry daiquiris, 1/2 of a watermelon (yeah, all to my self!), and a tiny piece of a cinnamon bun (it burnt my finger so I don't think I will eat the rest... I'm just going to take out my anger on an inanimate object). Good times.
So, I haven't wanted to do anything, but apparently I needed to vent.
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My condolences are with you.
If the good thoughts of a stranger help in any way at all, then I offer them to you.
I`ve had a little experience of this, and I always say, take care of the little things in your life, like taking the time to have a bath instead of a shower, light a candle at dinner, or whatever. I know it doesn`t solve anything but I think its important.
All the best