Virginity: It's not for everyone.
so...did you lose your virginity at an age not appropriate to society? are you still a virgin? did you have SEX before marriage?!?! Have you had, *gulp*..multiple partners?!
if you answered yes to any of those questions, well then, I'm sorry but you will be judged for the rest of your life by an unforgiving and insane society.
such bullshit right? well, it's true, which sucks. I had sex at 17. I was 17 for two months and decided it was time. I wasn't married, and he was 21. We'd been dating for about 2 months. and on a bit of a drunken night when I was visiting him at college, we slept together. I don't regret it. I think of every experience and decision, good or bad, as a way to grow and learn. so, I had sex at 17. So I'd had sex with other men since then. no I'm still not married and I don't plan on getting married anytime soon. I've always used protection and made semi-good decisions. so why am I ridiculed and looked down upon? why the fuck to people think it is ok to judge me based on my sexual history? Edit: I just realized I admitted to being jailbait and that I broke the law. ohhhh. I'm bad.
and virgins. more fucking power to you! I don't care if you're a hardcore Catholic who is terrified of sex, if you can't get any and you're 45, or if you're just not ready. being a virgin is not a bad thing. someone's virginity is their own and they should decide when they want to lose it. My friend was scared to tell me that she was a virgin cause she thought I would make fun of her!! honestly. I'm not that cruel. but I told her, "you're my friend so even if I had a problem with virgins I wouldn't make fun of you. but it's your vagina, not mine. who am I to judge?" I was just so shocked, because she apparently has been made fun of for still having a hymen. really now.
I just don't get discrimination and judgment based on virginity! it's just silly.
my boyfriend's grandfather died last night. I feel so bad. he'd been suffering for a while, so the whole family saw it coming, but Rob (my boy) was really shaken up. He had come home because his grandmother called and told him something was wrong and his grandfather had fallen. When Rob got there he picked his Grandfather up off of the table and realized he was dead when he put him down. He wasn't creeped out by it, but he was still a little stunned. He's been through so much, now his grandfather is dead, and all he wanted last night was to see me. but I'm 800 miles away at school. I just wish I could do something.
wow...what a depressing entry.
anyone have anything happy to share?
<3L
More: This is the view from my dorm room window. honestly.
fuck me sideways. I want spring
so...did you lose your virginity at an age not appropriate to society? are you still a virgin? did you have SEX before marriage?!?! Have you had, *gulp*..multiple partners?!
if you answered yes to any of those questions, well then, I'm sorry but you will be judged for the rest of your life by an unforgiving and insane society.
such bullshit right? well, it's true, which sucks. I had sex at 17. I was 17 for two months and decided it was time. I wasn't married, and he was 21. We'd been dating for about 2 months. and on a bit of a drunken night when I was visiting him at college, we slept together. I don't regret it. I think of every experience and decision, good or bad, as a way to grow and learn. so, I had sex at 17. So I'd had sex with other men since then. no I'm still not married and I don't plan on getting married anytime soon. I've always used protection and made semi-good decisions. so why am I ridiculed and looked down upon? why the fuck to people think it is ok to judge me based on my sexual history? Edit: I just realized I admitted to being jailbait and that I broke the law. ohhhh. I'm bad.
and virgins. more fucking power to you! I don't care if you're a hardcore Catholic who is terrified of sex, if you can't get any and you're 45, or if you're just not ready. being a virgin is not a bad thing. someone's virginity is their own and they should decide when they want to lose it. My friend was scared to tell me that she was a virgin cause she thought I would make fun of her!! honestly. I'm not that cruel. but I told her, "you're my friend so even if I had a problem with virgins I wouldn't make fun of you. but it's your vagina, not mine. who am I to judge?" I was just so shocked, because she apparently has been made fun of for still having a hymen. really now.
I just don't get discrimination and judgment based on virginity! it's just silly.
my boyfriend's grandfather died last night. I feel so bad. he'd been suffering for a while, so the whole family saw it coming, but Rob (my boy) was really shaken up. He had come home because his grandmother called and told him something was wrong and his grandfather had fallen. When Rob got there he picked his Grandfather up off of the table and realized he was dead when he put him down. He wasn't creeped out by it, but he was still a little stunned. He's been through so much, now his grandfather is dead, and all he wanted last night was to see me. but I'm 800 miles away at school. I just wish I could do something.
wow...what a depressing entry.
anyone have anything happy to share?
<3L
More: This is the view from my dorm room window. honestly.
fuck me sideways. I want spring
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rebekahgraves:
laughs.......you know "rockstars" are just people.....and I am sorry that you can not understand that some people have done something with they:re life........and my waist is skinny from body roping...yet I again I most explain to you. But Thanks for always running to my profile to see what I posted.....lol
evilgasm:
Thnx for the friend request