So my dearest i know that i probably bitch and whine a lot on my blogs but that is what i am going to do again....my resolve almost crumbled today. i got told yet again that the doctors didn't know what to do from here...just keep manging my pain with meds...fuck me really????? either they really don't care or they jst really don't care....i just don't know how much fucking more of this constant pain i fucking have..not a single day goes by that i am not in pain...some days are much m ore managable and some days like today are just unbearable.....i just want to scream my fucking head off...please someone make it go away!!!!!! well i guess i wil quit feeling sorry for myself and buck the fuck up and carry on..
..loves loves

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mural:
yes as soon as i can afford accupunture i am so totally going to get it thanks for the advice 

pierstar:
Acupuncture worked for me for a very short time. I don't know where your pain is or what kind of pain, but after trying every pain medication, narcotic, and muscle relaxer my doctors gave me, the only thing that works for me is botox injections in my back. I get them every 3 months, and it works for about 2 months. Hope you get some relief soon.