S has become my destination for drama. I've decided to simply lay back and let her initiate pretty much everything and anything that goes on between us. I'll see her at the Under 40 Poly Coffee Social Sunday. I'm not calling or texting before or after. If she wants to hang out, she's going to ask. If she wants physical affection, she's going to come...
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ravioli:
no appreciation for honesty? maybe she was just getting that out of the way incase things dont go that well? i could see someone doing that easily. it's probably a good way to avoid being rejected, i'll have to remember that then. 
amarillo:
lol usually when a girl says that its bc she doesnt know what she wants
I'm writing a love letter today. Writing love letters is stressful; to me, the love letter is a high form of art, and I always push myself to write the next great epic. Maybe I'll post it here when I'm done.
Also, on an unrelated topic, it is so unfair that I was born a man, epitome of manliness and stud-ery though I might be....
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Also, on an unrelated topic, it is so unfair that I was born a man, epitome of manliness and stud-ery though I might be....
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amarillo:
love letters arent supposed to be hard to write, they are supposed to be heart felt.
cassy:
yeah i agree the only way it gets better is to be in his arms!!!! oh i suppose that i am going to just WORK him the next time i see him 
<3
love letters are amazing...when josh and i first met he used to write them, and he always thought they were nothing special, but my hard drive was formatted and i lost them all :/ sucks....
p.s. burlesque is so my fave.
<3love letters are amazing...when josh and i first met he used to write them, and he always thought they were nothing special, but my hard drive was formatted and i lost them all :/ sucks....
p.s. burlesque is so my fave.
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tnicole29:
small world! i've only lived here for about a year.
gigantits:
ya i just lose all appetite when im stressed but I didnt really reach my goal of what I wanted to lose, so im gunna try harder this week.
macismycrack:
they are killler! good live too!
All the fires are out, for now. I sincerely hope they stay out. I'm just about firefighter-ed out.
msselfdestruct:
omg i want that cake. that is pure awesome right there!
amarillo:
lol "let them eat cake!"
Aaaaand I just realized that the reason why S isn't returning my texts is because not only did she go to the party, she went to the party with this guy from Craigslist. A memory from last night hit me like a ton of bricks : S telling me about a conversation she'd had with this new guy about how he and his former girlfriend...
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My self-esteem is taking a beating this week. I need to learn to perform fellatio on myself so I can go on a hermitage for a time.
A met a new boy up in Ukiah last weekend, and things between us have been practically non-existent since. I was expecting something like this, but I suppose I wasn't expecting it so soon. I had grown accustomed...
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A met a new boy up in Ukiah last weekend, and things between us have been practically non-existent since. I was expecting something like this, but I suppose I wasn't expecting it so soon. I had grown accustomed...
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lison:
I'm sure that if you really want to, you can reach your tit with your tongue! =D
How are you today, Mr MuppetChrist?
How are you today, Mr MuppetChrist?
lison:
Well, my week-end is full of ...work! hahaha
I need to get a job done for monday morning.
(So do you like muppets?)
I need to get a job done for monday morning.
(So do you like muppets?)
ravioli:
pictures of you = things i would like more of
Blerg. Today sucks.
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An interesting article from NPR regarding the newer Japanese phenomenon of "herbivores".
That article was linked in the forums of another website. The thread discussion was pretty predictable; mocking, belittling criticism of the manhood of the gentlemen. That, in and of itself, wasn't so surprising, but I was curious as I read the responses from other men. How many of them were being completely fake...
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That article was linked in the forums of another website. The thread discussion was pretty predictable; mocking, belittling criticism of the manhood of the gentlemen. That, in and of itself, wasn't so surprising, but I was curious as I read the responses from other men. How many of them were being completely fake...
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