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So some people have convinced me to blog, not sure how often I'll do it or how long they will be but here we go. Sorry if I go from past to present future a bunch.

Why do I seem to go out with crazy girls, I was going out and hooking up with this girl for a month or so. She was smart, fun and gorgeous (one of the best looking girls I have gone out with). One Saturday night, I went on a double date with her and her friend and her friend's husband. I thought it was a good sign, going out with a married coupled when we were a newer thing. We weren't boyfriend/girlfriend yet but pretty close. We got along real well and were having a lot of fun.

So back to that Saturday night, we went out went to 2-3 places, had food and a few drinks. We were buzzed at the most. We walked back to her house, I spent the night. I left the next morning, I actually gave her gift that I had meant to give her the night before. It was more of a funny type gift over a joke she and I had. I mean the night before the husband had busted her chops over the joke, for like 2 minutes but we had moved on. We had a blast and as I left I said I'd call her but we both knew we might not see each other for a few weeks. She was going out of town the next week, I was out of town the wekend and she the weekend after that. We also lived 35-40 minutes away from each other.

I called her Tuesday night knowing she was going to be out of town on Wed and Thursday and then I was spending time with my pops out of town that weekend. She did not pick up so I left a message. A quick "Hey, hows it going?" type message. I did not here back from her, then saw on Thursday night that she had gone to Trivia at a local bar via Fbook. I realized that she was real busy and had probably just forgotten to call, also I had told her I was going to be working late that Thursday. In the meantime I had set-up to have roses sent to her after the 2nd wknd when she got home from a trip with her fmaily. She went away that that 2nd weekend, she gets the roses on that Tuesday. She calls me that night and leaves me a crazy message. I call her back, basiclaly in the message and our conversation was that she thought we would be great friends but she had thought we had had a conversation about going our separate ways on that Sat night. I was like "Woah, what conversation? We hadn't had much time to talk that saturday night and then I left the next morning." It wasn't like it was an awkward leaving, she walked me outside to my car and kissed me bye. I was so freakin' confused and a bit pissed, as why not call me back on that one Tuesday when I had called and not strung me out over 2 week. I also am still unable to remember and she was unable to tell me when we had the conversation!!! It wasn't like we were going to get married but I thought we might take it to "another level." I mean she liked me enough to leave a trip to visit her grandmother early (whom she is very close too) and make the 7 hr drive home so we could hang or change her fbook picture so when she called me on my droid a different picture came up.

I was not in love with this girl or nothing but I was and am still just confused.
-Why do I seem to get girls who spaz out?
-Why do I seem to find these girls who I get along with only to decide to end it with no explanation so I can become a better person and do a better job in my next relationship or date, etc.?
-All girls and friends tell me that I am a nice guy that they like to spend time with, then why don't you want to date me?


So long and short of it, I guess I am taking applications for dates, and girlfriends! (Not prostituting myself out, just my way I write things). Well that is my end of relationship story, its crazy weird and confusing but I will deal and find some other lovely lady (maybe like one of the girls on SG ) to spend my time with!