{ i } I am a rather irrational bastard, and i really dont know where this will be going. Just doesnt matter right now. What is of the greatest importance in this moment, at this particular part of space, is to get a full-fleshed fuckin kick. Dont know how long i could enjoy such hedonistic, selfrightous and irresponsable behaviour. Its always good get rid of some of the constraints of straight forward thinking and get lost a bit in the flow of possibilities. Gotta get to my wild years somehow, no hesitation and no more looks to the rearview mirror. Leave the dead dogs and whining girls behind you because things are really fucked up now and theres no need anymore, nor even the slightest chance to settle down where the land is burned. Maybe there will be, but not know. Either way, things will get tough, boy.