i love my friends my family but some people just aint right! would you beat a friends ass if it came down to it? i would maybe i aint right. i don't know but how far do i let it go until i snap and really beat his ass or should i just chin check him fuck! i have so much shit going on in my life tryin to better my self and this fuck want to test me.
i use to be a whole differant person back in the day selling dope beating peoples ass for the smallest shit mainly money. so this fucker comes around "best friend and roomates brother" my friend moves his brother in because he has nowhere else to go. he's no good but i grew up with him he pays no bills,no rent doesn't help to buy food for the house and just sits on his ass with the a/c on all day and eats. all our bills doubled we go to the market every week now the least we spend is between $150 and $200 a fucken week! we tell him to look for a job and he don't give a fuck if it was up to me i would throw him out but my best friend mom gives him a giult trip and he just can't tell her no. any way i didn't even care at first he was a friend but know he keeps talking shit today he told me to shut the fuck up befor he kick's my ass. i rushed his ass but my friend got between us and i have alot of respect for him so i stopped. but he won't always be here and the next time i have him alone it's on. he thinks just cuase i change as a person i don't have it in me anymore in all reality i'm a thug with a good job it's still in me i just hold back. it's just something that has to be done.
