just got back from a week on the road. Hotel rooms are great and all, but man you start feeling detached after a while.
So, now, on my precious 2 days off after a 60+hour week, I get to move! Yay me.
Besides that, actually feeling serene lately. My job, as hellish as it can be, does make me feel good about myself, somehow. I think it lets me be me, or at least the "Me" that I can show the public. (not so much the SG-lovin'-mohawk-lovin' side of me though)
Besides that, been lonely a bit lately. Been hangin a little too much with somebody else who just had a break up. It makes for weird times, as I'm not so sure of my intentions. I do enjoy her company and conversation, so I shouldn't overthink it; but she's as hot as hell and I've always been very attracted to her.
I just don't want to let myself fall into a "crush-on-a-platonic-friend" trap. I try to send out little messages: I touch her a lot: my hand on her arm, shoulder.... I sit close to her, compliment her looks, hair...whatever.
She doesn't respond in kind, though, so I think she is sending me a message as well.
I mean, if I was interested in somebody, and they always sit a little too close, or hug me first, or touch me a lot(no, not that way, creepy), I would respond in kind. Right?
Sorry for the grade 7 dating basics, but I can be quite the self-absorbed neanderthal when it comes to properly reading a woman (instead of seeing what I want to see).
anyhoo, I really like her company, and nobody else is lining up to be my booty call partner, so a bit of platonic convo and hangin' is fine.
Mind you, I ended up staying out waaay too late with her last night. That was definitely motivated by my penis.I was tired after the first beer; had it been any other "friend", I would have been home waaay before the 7th beer. Ah hormones, still as bad at age 37 as they were at 17.
okay, gotta go move boxes!
So, now, on my precious 2 days off after a 60+hour week, I get to move! Yay me.
Besides that, actually feeling serene lately. My job, as hellish as it can be, does make me feel good about myself, somehow. I think it lets me be me, or at least the "Me" that I can show the public. (not so much the SG-lovin'-mohawk-lovin' side of me though)
Besides that, been lonely a bit lately. Been hangin a little too much with somebody else who just had a break up. It makes for weird times, as I'm not so sure of my intentions. I do enjoy her company and conversation, so I shouldn't overthink it; but she's as hot as hell and I've always been very attracted to her.
I just don't want to let myself fall into a "crush-on-a-platonic-friend" trap. I try to send out little messages: I touch her a lot: my hand on her arm, shoulder.... I sit close to her, compliment her looks, hair...whatever.
She doesn't respond in kind, though, so I think she is sending me a message as well.
I mean, if I was interested in somebody, and they always sit a little too close, or hug me first, or touch me a lot(no, not that way, creepy), I would respond in kind. Right?
Sorry for the grade 7 dating basics, but I can be quite the self-absorbed neanderthal when it comes to properly reading a woman (instead of seeing what I want to see).
anyhoo, I really like her company, and nobody else is lining up to be my booty call partner, so a bit of platonic convo and hangin' is fine.
Mind you, I ended up staying out waaay too late with her last night. That was definitely motivated by my penis.I was tired after the first beer; had it been any other "friend", I would have been home waaay before the 7th beer. Ah hormones, still as bad at age 37 as they were at 17.
okay, gotta go move boxes!
I hope yoour move went good. As a fellow movee, I sure know how sucky it is.
Yeah the original Katamari Damacy game is pretty rare now a days. I need to get it too real badly. Apparently there's an unlockable level where you can roll with no limits! Did you find all the cousins in the second game? If you do, there's a new thing to roll. There's a little rose next to the beige dog and you have to roll up 1 million roses!!!! I've been rolling up for 2 days and I have around 55000 so far. It's insane.