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I probably updated more often in my first month here than I have in the last year.
I have this absurdly huge 'creative' block.
I blame post-modernism.
That and Buddhism.

I'd rather be than do but even better would be if I could just stop thinking about this shit.

Ignorance is bliss
wildswan:
What kind of creative work do you feel blocked from doing?
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solaris:
ah, i need to mix it up from time to time to keep things relatively interesting.

you don't seem like a creepy loser to me, though i suppose the internet is not the best guage.

i am so glad you are feeling better.
loe:
HI kiss
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people who have dogs will understand
I miss him more than I would have imagined

i stopped shaving when he died
i'll shave again when it occurs to me I've gone a day without forgetting he was gone

like tonight...I was making a sandwich and I cut off a slice of cheese for him
i still constantly forget and keep giving myself these little grief...
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wildswan:
That'll probably last for a good bit of time, unfortunately.

But, I wish you well.
solaris:
i love your new profile photo. wargames has always been one of my favourites.

yes the mp3 player input is awesome, i am enjoying the mp3 cd player even more though. where did you drive? the island is so limiting.

i am so sorry about your dog, even though i have never had a dog i understand. when my hedgehog died i fell apart for a while, and it was just a spikey hamster [i did have him for 6 year but still.] when my cat dies i don't know what i will do. owning a dog is one of my main goals in life but i am almost scared to because when it dies i will surely consider suicide.

i think it is sweet how much you miss your friend and i empathize as much as someone who has never felt that possibly can.
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Skye
aka: Mr Santos, Dr. Waggers, Stankbot, Mr. Ballabas
1995-2007
RIP

Swimmer of Pacific and Atlantic Oceans, Mississippi and Missouri Rivers.
Cross continental flight veteran.
Parvo survivor
Attendee of 25+ Phish shows in 20+ States
Stick fetishist
Knower of 30+ English words
"I know! He's scary-smart, Honestly, he's not a midget in a dog suit!
"Your're kidding me! He's 11 !!! I thought he was...
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katya:
thank you for commenting on my set, you put a smile on my face kiss
wildswan:
I hope you're holding up well.
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Mr Santos, my dog and best friend of 11 years has been really sick.
I just spent a mittfull of coin today for tests.
He's in the advanced stages of cancer. It's not treatable
Basically the tumor will get bigger and bigger until he can't poop anymore.

I'd planned this big post with lots of pics but I think I'll just go smoke an ounce...
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chrisnail_and_i:
frown I'm super sorry to hear about your little buddy.

Thanks for the welcome back. Took me a bit to figure out just who you were, what with the name change. I'm glad you returned.
wildswan:
No.

I've been through this. It's such a difficult thing to deal with. But, they have so much dignity, and they make the bast of their time with you. So, you make the best of your time with them.
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wildswan:
Oh, the heartbreak of mamet's situation!


I gotz a horse, a dog, a goat, sheep, geese and cows all within a 90 second walk of this PC.



Awesome! I'm on my way!


solaris:
sweet i have a bunch of emulators too... not commodore 64 though! wow. that's awesome.

nope not a mac for me.
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I'd tell you about my week but ya just straight up wouldn't fucking believe me
disastersRus
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lordauch:
Thats not a good sign. eeek
wildswan:
Did the disaster re-correct? 'Cause you know, disaster is pretty bad.
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Four Zero

Fucking hell.
It's like yesterday I was 20..........
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solaris:

solaris:
aww it cut off my card. i hate how they keep stealing my posting space with each reformat!