five more days. four, really, because friday is nothing but travel hell (hopefully only in the sense that it's a full day of traveling and not in terms of bad shit happening). feeling conflicted between looking forward to going back home and realizing i'm really going to miss it over here. the last few days are going to go so fast. so many things to do, so much alcohol and other drugs to be ingested. actually looking forward to detoxing a few weeks when i get back home. comets on fire show in columbia a few days after getting back. hopefully get to catch up with some friends.
didn't go to berlin. wasn't feeling quite right and am just sick and tired of traveling. save some money too, eh?
still no word from kris. thinking about writting her a letter, but don't know what to say. i'm trying to find some fine line between 'i'm still devoted to you, wait for me,' and 'i feel so distant from you i'm looking for someone else', a fine line that probably doesn't exist. for all i know, she's given up on me and found another. i just hope things work out the best for both of us.
said i wouldn't do it, but finally broke down and listed a fav SG. hate the idea of playing favorites for some reason. oh. well.
back home also means less private internet access and less updating my journal. less SG site interaction in general. not the worst of things.
thinking about shaving my head. the horrid balding genes really seem like they are kicking into over drive now. on the plus side, i can start a wig collection. different wigs to corospond with my mood, the weather and special holiday wigs. oh, it'll be grand!
have been listening to a lot of Jandek recently. need to pick some more of his stuff up when i get home.
what's the last nice thing that happened to you?
didn't go to berlin. wasn't feeling quite right and am just sick and tired of traveling. save some money too, eh?
still no word from kris. thinking about writting her a letter, but don't know what to say. i'm trying to find some fine line between 'i'm still devoted to you, wait for me,' and 'i feel so distant from you i'm looking for someone else', a fine line that probably doesn't exist. for all i know, she's given up on me and found another. i just hope things work out the best for both of us.
said i wouldn't do it, but finally broke down and listed a fav SG. hate the idea of playing favorites for some reason. oh. well.
back home also means less private internet access and less updating my journal. less SG site interaction in general. not the worst of things.
thinking about shaving my head. the horrid balding genes really seem like they are kicking into over drive now. on the plus side, i can start a wig collection. different wigs to corospond with my mood, the weather and special holiday wigs. oh, it'll be grand!
have been listening to a lot of Jandek recently. need to pick some more of his stuff up when i get home.
what's the last nice thing that happened to you?
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lackluster:
trust no one.
greyandblack:
Na the Crash I was speaking of is a new flick by Paul Haggis, I looked up the film u were talking about, doesn't look bad. Anyway if u get the chance check out the new Crash.