ms_anne_thropik

Looking forward to the end of March... I hate this month!
Hopefully Maybe I'm mistaken about something and things will all work out, perhaps I'm just misunderstanding shit, but my hopes are firmly not up disappointment is even worse than just plain rejection, I'm not interested in drama, I just want to stay in, feel cared about, and laugh a bit and not be so fucking isolated. I'm a nice person. I think I derserve some niceness back. I'm getting really fucking bored of crying myself to sleep. It would be awesome to laugh again and I could definitely do without this obnoxious lump in my throat.. Yeah, a nice chilled out evening would be awesome... Really awesome. Oh well, I guess tomorrow never knows, There's a lad downstairs who's very nice, who knows, he's been very nice and attentive towards me, so maybe the matador and a few films are in our future, he said I even look cute all black and blue from various accidents and crap, thank God most of which is over, as is this cursed month... Geesh, maybe I should head back home to the UK.. or something, If I've learned anything this week it's that I'm getting ever more homesick with each passing hour...
SV