Damn, it's been a long ass time since I updated. Shit. It's mostly because my access to the internet is rather sporatic, along with my sanity. Eh, whatever. I will just let the voices talk to me all they want, doesn't really harm anything.
HAHAHAHAHA! Noodle!
Umm, god damn I miss the hell out of Ashley. It's been a week since we have talked for...
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HAHAHAHAHA! Noodle!
Umm, god damn I miss the hell out of Ashley. It's been a week since we have talked for...
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Ok, here is an old picture of me I found. It is of me when I still had my pink hawk, before it was black/white. It's kind of a bad picture because I had to take it myself in the mirror. Eh, oh well.
Sorry about not updating in forever, I have like had the internet off and on, and I have been working like...
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Sorry about not updating in forever, I have like had the internet off and on, and I have been working like...
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despairfactor:
YAY PINK!!! 
That's someone creepy I'd be scared!!
That's someone creepy I'd be scared!!
despairfactor:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! 
Well Ashley and I are fighting. Great... apparently I'm not allowed to be upset over her fucking some random guy. Whatever... sometimes I don't know why I bother.
I have absolutely nothing to do. I have been trying to find someone to hang out with, but everybody is busy. It's the day before Halloween and yeah... damnit. Stupid Halloweenies making people go to parties and...
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I have absolutely nothing to do. I have been trying to find someone to hang out with, but everybody is busy. It's the day before Halloween and yeah... damnit. Stupid Halloweenies making people go to parties and...
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I'm having a mental breakdown. It's difficult to even sit here and formulate words. Ashley wants me back. She asked me back out. She broke off the relationship with the other guy, and she wants me back, but I'm dating Trisha, and I promised her I wouldn't leave her if this exact thing happened. I have no idea what to do.
I also found out...
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I also found out...
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despairfactor:
I would like to see a picture of this table face boob creation you are going to make! lol!!
Well for the past like 3 weeks I have had no internet access. Umm, this is what I did in those three weeks.
1. Got so many video games that I have not even gotten close to finishing, including Doom 3, Civilization 3, Rome: Total War, Star Wars: Battlefront, Shadow Hearts: Covenant, X-Men Legends, DDRExtreme, and that's all I can think of, but there might...
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1. Got so many video games that I have not even gotten close to finishing, including Doom 3, Civilization 3, Rome: Total War, Star Wars: Battlefront, Shadow Hearts: Covenant, X-Men Legends, DDRExtreme, and that's all I can think of, but there might...
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Ok I narrowly escaped being fired at work. I had 2 "no call/no show"s and yeah, they don't like that. The funny thing is I have actually had like 8, but I guess they didn't count them or something. Wierd. But cool.
Ok, I got in a big fight with Ashley (my ex) because I found a site where she posts with her friends, and...
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Ok, I got in a big fight with Ashley (my ex) because I found a site where she posts with her friends, and...
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despairfactor:
We're idiots..... it seems to be the truth.
But for the most part, boys are stupid too!!!
But for the most part, boys are stupid too!!!
despairfactor:
Hahaha... how about boys aren't stupid, and grils aren't stupid... we'll just say that people in relationships are stupid!
Well I am depressed out the wazoo. My ex-fiance IMed me and said "I love you Devy." That's what she used to call me when we were together. I miss her a lot and having her talk to me like that when I know I will never be with her again really hurts. She wants to be friends and act like nothing ever happened. I...
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despairfactor:
You had a fiance!? But you're only 18!
Anywho.... Yes.... I DO get hotter and hotter... it's my secret plan. One day I will be so hot that I will be the hottest person in the world, and everyone will do my bidding, and then I will rule the world! Muahahaha!
Whos Trisha? And yeah... EVERYONE goes either to the East or the West Coast of Canada.... is the middle not interesting anymore!? lol!
Anywho.... Yes.... I DO get hotter and hotter... it's my secret plan. One day I will be so hot that I will be the hottest person in the world, and everyone will do my bidding, and then I will rule the world! Muahahaha!
Whos Trisha? And yeah... EVERYONE goes either to the East or the West Coast of Canada.... is the middle not interesting anymore!? lol!
despairfactor:
A squirrel with a hand grenade?
Well, I just got back from work, and boy are my wings tired! Ok, I know, I know, don't be such a lame-ass... I'm trying!
I have decided to do my whole comic on the computer, which makes it easier and harder. I don't have to worry with my scanner and inking it, but I do have to worry about it taking forever and looking...
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I have decided to do my whole comic on the computer, which makes it easier and harder. I don't have to worry with my scanner and inking it, but I do have to worry about it taking forever and looking...
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bisou:
ass cracker...hmmmm!!!
good luck with your comic.
good luck with your comic.
despairfactor:
What's the comic about?
Where in Canada are you coming to? We have some sweet ass places here!
You should take pics anywayes, I mean, the SG emblim is sexy and all... but I'm sure ppl would like to see what you look like.
I'm being a pirate for Halloween this year! Yay!
Where in Canada are you coming to? We have some sweet ass places here!
You should take pics anywayes, I mean, the SG emblim is sexy and all... but I'm sure ppl would like to see what you look like.
I'm being a pirate for Halloween this year! Yay!
Well, I slept nearly all day. Thats the most sleep I have had in a long long time. Stupid monkies hypnotizing me...
I am going to ask if it would be ok at work for me to dye my hair. I could wear a hat if I need to, but I miss my old hair... it was blue/green/pink and it looked nifty, then it was...
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I am going to ask if it would be ok at work for me to dye my hair. I could wear a hat if I need to, but I miss my old hair... it was blue/green/pink and it looked nifty, then it was...
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despairfactor:
Where do you work that it matters so much what color your hair is?! And why do you have no pics to show this?
Lurving AFI is working well for me.... lol!!
btw... I don't think you're a loser.... yet... muahaha! (and I think that that comment warrants an evil laugh!)
Lurving AFI is working well for me.... lol!!
btw... I don't think you're a loser.... yet... muahaha! (and I think that that comment warrants an evil laugh!)
Well, today I am doing nothing. I started a new comic called The Excrutiatingly Painful Adventures of Unlucky Pete. I hope to get it scanned and online eventually. It's kind of not my usual style, which is some sort of wannabe anime hybrid thing. This is much more comical and odd... almost surrealistic. I like it.
Right now I am listening to Answer That and...
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Right now I am listening to Answer That and...
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despairfactor:
I LOURVE AFI... which is why my name is DespairFactor. But yeah, I dunno... everyone says my name should be something happier!
Anywhoms.... a nerd who plays the drums... sounds intriguing! Tell me more!
Anywhoms.... a nerd who plays the drums... sounds intriguing! Tell me more!