Although I cannot look at that any longer, I will continue to post it at the end of my blogs, as a reminder.
A reminder to live each day to its fullest no matter how hard it is. To be kind and supportive to each other and not to hold grudges. To find something in your life to cherish and love and than love it... Read More
What's the difference? I feel like this takes research. I want a little ring through my lip. That is labret isn't i? Fuck maybe I don't even know what I want.
My friend The_Libertine posted a very powerful blog today. It made me cry. I actually grieved while reading it. I grieved for the women that the blog was about, I grieved for the men that caused a blog like that to be written, and... Read More
I tried to send you a message just now---for the second time!---and cannot seem to get it sent properly. In case it did not go, Happy New Year to you, too. I am sorry to read about the death of your friend; it strikes me that you have quite enough pain as it is, and I am happy to read that you had friends over to cheer you, and a day to spend in your PJs.
There was more, but I am going to try and post this without delay.
I needed to get that out. The cold hard truth is that I AM strong...and I CAN do this.
I was worried about Bitten and aldremech not having fun because I cant really do anything..and feel like total crap still.
But honestly...both of them are so wonderful that I know they will be fine. They are coming to SEE me...and dont need... Read More
Just spoke with my doctor.
Looks like the infection HAS spread to my toe.
Putting me under tomorrow for a bone bi opsy.
Infectious diseases guy coming to see me today.
Gonna be here a long while.
Pick line is going to be put in for 4-6 weeks IF they let me go home.
Next thing ya know my cats will die and AL will... Read More
All of us (your friends) are WILLING you to get better, so you make it happen...and you will. I'm keepin' an eye on how you're doin', you'll end up just fine, fishii.
Love ya!
well at least your shoe will fit better. imagine if you had 11 toes? you'd never find shoes that fit. and i know how girls are with shoes, what a nightmare that'd be, eh?
i really just want to make you laugh or even just smile. i can't imagine the emotional rollercoaster ride you're on. my jaw drop when i read the infection hit the toe, the last BLOG said "......
jeez.....
remember that scares ARE hott and imperfections are what makes us different and more interesting than the norm.
hang in there sweetie, you'll be fine.
i've never used the lucha before, i thought it might be fun.
we're getting up to 13" of snow up here inthe next 24 hr.s, how much are you getting?
Why did I go anon? For these reasons. If you dont understand them, that is fine. They are mine and part of my new "agreements" I have with myself. If you would like to have your own, than by all means, discover Don Miguel Ruiz.
You might notice that this blog is not set to private. Why set anything to private. I have nothing to... Read More
Wow, that is some amazing catharsis --it sounds like you managed to purge decades of yucky old bad memories and replace them with the truth as it is NOW. That's really deep...and hard work. I'm really, really proud of you and happy that you are staying (I didn't realize you were thinking of leaving! )
I LOVED The Four Agreements when I read it too; often when I find myself "tripping" on something in my life, it's because I've forgotten one of the agreements. You don't sound like an infomercial, you sound like an incredible, beautiful, intelligent, strong, woman who has decided to take a stand in her life. And that's always a triumph! (((hugs)))
I hope you had a happy Thanksgiving, love! Or at least a peaceful one!!! Ours turned out to be really nice. Just got back home a little while ago. And now I am soooo sleepy. gonna crawl in bed and catch some zzzzzz's.
Thank you, btw, for the sweet testimonial. It made my night!
