mrsted_stryker

I had an outing today!
I WALKED to the office. It's where the mailbox is and I walked there. THIS far...



ok thats my apartment. Its on the 3rd floor and just to the right of the stairs. There IS an elevator tho.. I took that. The office is about 20 feet or more behind me. YEP doesnt look far.. but I DID IT! All by myself. yes siree I iz a big girl!
*beaming I am so proud*


SO this is a HUGE deal about my foot. I dont know if all you newbz to the fish pond know exactly just how exciting this is. Most of my friends on here know and understand and I could almost HEAR their sigh of relief. I know I have worried a lot of you with the cabin fever and trying to kill myself (oops..did I mention that? sorry. It wasnt over the breakup.. trust me. It was a lot of things and its over now.) surgery, the breakup and a billion other things that happened to me. I was a walking target. A cartoon if you will an I had had it. Lucy (the fucking bitch) pulled that football out from under me one too many times and I was fighting back. So now I am mobile... and looking to cause some trouble! Safe like mind you. haha
Tonight my mom is taking me to MY favorite restaurant to celebrate me walking! Then grocery shopping again. We didnt buy that much last time.. because we didnt have the free standing pantry that was needed. THEN I MIGHT go out on a date thingy. I dont know. I dont wanna talk about it, and not sure I am even gonna go. I am not really ready..and I told him when my kitchen table had a dozen sunflowers on it I would consider it. He responded with "ok gotta go... I have to call the florist." wtf? idiot. I was JOKING. psh
Anyway I spoke to him today and told him I didnt think I was ready... maybe in a few weeks. Plus I am not really attracted to him. I dont get that tingle ya know?
Tomorrow my friend and her boyfriend are taking me out to celebrate. She asked me where I wanted to go.. ANYWHERE I WANT.. I said IHOP. hahahhaa she just had a baby and I havent seen her in awhile. I met them thru my old job at the Zone. Sweet couple. anyway thats tomorrow...
SUNDAY I have to get up early because the Turnip lady on my game only comes at certain hours. I need to buy and bury some damn turnips and turn a profit in my town.
sigh Animal Crossing has taken over my life. I wonder if they make a support group for it? I quit smoking and traded in for a video game.
I would rather have traded for some sex.. but alas.. I dont really want that either.

I took this quiz on FB. It was the "what type of crazy bitch are you?" hahaha click the spoiler to find out!

I got Courtney Love
(weird.. didnt I shoot a Kurt Cobain set? hmmm I dont know.. I dont remember what that fish did.

this is what it said about my results...
You are one wild bitch. You love trouble and trouble loves you. You like to have a good time and won't let anyone get in your way. Sometimes you seem like you are perpetually trapped in a childhood mentality and you take a lot of flack from a lot of people for your carefree ways. Nevertheless you care a lot about the people close to you and if anyone messes with you or the ones you love, you will fuck them up. You can rock out with the best of them and won't let anyone tell you otherwise. You are this perfect balance between girly chick and tough chick. You are blatantly honest and sometimes people can find this a little hard to take but you really don't give a shit. .

yep.. some of those quizzes are right. Except COURTNEY LOVE?? bleh could have been someone cooler.
OK my sweet friends I am off like the panties I dont wear anymore.
Until next time...

Gyll

PS I just got a message with someone telling me that I have been the prettiest train wreck they have ever seen and they are proud to be my friend and so proud of me for getting stronger and walking.
I thought it was funny as I was sooooooooooooooooooo a train wreck!