Thursday Jul 03, 2008

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So many times things happen on here and i dont say anything. I am continually let down and all I say is "It's okay".
NOT THIS TIME.

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So we all know I dont hardly have money to eat. We all know it costs MONEY to get waxed and get nails done and get the stuff I needed for the shoots I have this weekend. I say shootS because i was supposed to be shooting for MY BOSS as well. The owner of the Zone owns a body mod magazine and we have spoken about me shooting for the cover. Something which made me so happy that I spent $80 on a dress for the shoot. I also got waxed, my nails done, and my eyebrows done for my SG shoot.
Then I log on TONIGHT (keep in mind we are shooting SUNDAY) and have a message from Seoma asking me if she will see me tomorrow. I go to her page to respond and find out we are not shooting this sunday. Sets cancelled. I call Morningstar55, no answer. I call Itsy, who is supposed to be doing the makeup and she tells me to check my email. I find that we are not shooting. Long story short? The photographer cant afford to shoot anymore and is disenchanted with the site. I JUST SPOKE TO HIM TUESDAY AND ITSY SPOKE TO HIM YESTERDAY! THIS FUCKING INFORMATION WOULD HAVE BEEN HELPFUL BEFORE I SPENT ALL THIS MONEY I DONT HAVE!!!
I only make $7.65 an hour. I put off bills so that I could do something I love. I have defended him when there was drama about him in the hopefuls group only to have him not only let me down but do exactly what ppl said about him.
He is a good person. I think his priorities are a little fucked up. I mean come the fuck on, if you couldnt afford it you shouldnt have agreed to DO it. OR, use your brain and keep your commitments and than say no more after these.
I have had more than one person tell me to save my money and get a different photographer and these ppl will tell you I defend him.
Now this.
He said he didnt want to burn bridges. Well he should have thought about that before he cost us girls a couple hundred EACH!
Itsy and I are willing to travel, where we will come up with the money only a higher power knows but if anyone knows of any SG photographers or photographer hopefuls please please PLEASE let us know.

I was mad, now I am crying. I cant afford any of this and its not like I can take my snatch hair back and ask for a return.



I guess this just proves my point. I can NEVER count on anyone but myself.
This is the last time I trust anyone.
I dont know if I am even gonna shoot again. Just depends what happens.

And Dave if you are reading this? I am sorry you are going thru so much. if you had just stated that from the beginning this all could have been avoided. NO i dont want to shoot with you. NO i will not be recommending you to anyone. YES I will be letting Roger know WHY I am NOT giving him pictures. I wish you the best of luck but please I dont even want an apology from you. I am DONE.

A very distraught,
mad puke mad puke mad puke

Pisces

PS Rigel you were so right. I was wrong. I'm sorry. I love you?

OH and if ANY of you motherfuckers have issues with me, by all means. I will now give you all my PERSONAL home number. It is 1-800- fuckyou.

NOT intended for those of you that have a place in my heart!

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cattie:
Aww I am sorry to hear this. I know how exciting it is to know your getting a set shot and you get all dolled up, then to get let down. Reminds me of getting stood up for a date.

I hope you can find another photog soon so not all the money was wasted at least you can still use the dress. Not sure though if you could find another one quick enough so you don't need the snatch hair waxed again. Good luck kiss
flores:
too little too late, eh?

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