So I am sitting on the couch today NOT at work. NO its NOT a good thing because I really cant afford it but yesterday I felt as though an ostrich egg was passing through my fallopian tube and than today I started shark week. My emotions are so bad that I have been crying for 3 1/2 hours and I feel as though something is trying to burst through my lower belly.
Yes this cant be normal and yes I am seeing the doctor today at 3.
I need to find another primary doctor. The one I have now wont clear me for my foot surgery. He says my Hemoglobin A1c is too high (I am not even going to TELL you what it is) but it has been this high for 10 years and I did just fine with the first 4 surgeries AND my eye surgery. My doctors have even put me in the hospital and took control OUT OF MY HANDS and even THEY couldnt get it to a decent number.
sigh
This whole thing sucks. I know that bloodsugars this high is drastically decreasing my life expectancy but no matter how hard I try I cant get them down.
I understand this.
I have accepted this.
I KNOW that I will just do the things that are important to me and live my life to its fullest as best I can but why do idiot doctors have to make it worse?
ya he is SO fired!
ahhhhh the hydro I took is kicking in.
At least I have Bocaj138s MacBook. He is so good to me. He even went in and worked my shift for me this morning! I am a very lucky girl to have him in my life!
And lets not forget I have this place. How can I go wrong with getting to look at beautiful girls like Posh and Dorsal?? THAT reminds me, please go look at Dorsals new set. It is so sexy and has her adorable cat Cherry in it! Go give that girl some love! She is always so helpful with us Hopefuls that she deserves it!
OK my pretties! I am gonna leave you with a video. This is actually my txt ringtone but since i keep calling you all my pretties I am dedicating it to YOU all!
Pisces
Yes this cant be normal and yes I am seeing the doctor today at 3.
I need to find another primary doctor. The one I have now wont clear me for my foot surgery. He says my Hemoglobin A1c is too high (I am not even going to TELL you what it is) but it has been this high for 10 years and I did just fine with the first 4 surgeries AND my eye surgery. My doctors have even put me in the hospital and took control OUT OF MY HANDS and even THEY couldnt get it to a decent number.
sigh
This whole thing sucks. I know that bloodsugars this high is drastically decreasing my life expectancy but no matter how hard I try I cant get them down.
I understand this.
I have accepted this.
I KNOW that I will just do the things that are important to me and live my life to its fullest as best I can but why do idiot doctors have to make it worse?
ya he is SO fired!
ahhhhh the hydro I took is kicking in.
At least I have Bocaj138s MacBook. He is so good to me. He even went in and worked my shift for me this morning! I am a very lucky girl to have him in my life!
And lets not forget I have this place. How can I go wrong with getting to look at beautiful girls like Posh and Dorsal?? THAT reminds me, please go look at Dorsals new set. It is so sexy and has her adorable cat Cherry in it! Go give that girl some love! She is always so helpful with us Hopefuls that she deserves it!
OK my pretties! I am gonna leave you with a video. This is actually my txt ringtone but since i keep calling you all my pretties I am dedicating it to YOU all!
Pisces
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Remember..in the long run it is your life and YOU have control,you keep doing what ever it is that makes you happy,because if YOUR happy your health WILL improve
Sending you good,happy,healthy,energy..mmmmwa x