THANK YOU for all your supportive words in regards to all I am going thru!
I went to the doctor today and....
I DID however find out that the tumors I already have are growing....but all the tests they ran on me for all these months came back a false positive.
I am getting pain meds for the pain I am in IF I need them and my doctor told me to do WHATEVER POSSIBLE AND NECESSARY to get rid of the stress in my life.
So I am on my way now to fill out applications online...getting a job with more money will help out a TON...and I have decided to take up kickboxing or something to help relieve some bottled up stress.
I dont feel well yet...the doctor said I have the flu and with all the crap my body is shutting down. He said that stress is what is gonna kill me someday because of the diabetes.
I am gonna spend some quality time getting ME back. FUCK taking all the bullshit.
This fish is DONE with the drama.
I loves you all...and I promise I will get back to each and every one of you!
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So where did you see my pics? also i see my fave picture from your last set