mrsted_stryker

So I go shopping, eat dinner with Diablahblah, Bocaj138, and magiczone, come home and fap and get online to update with you all and my phone rings. I answer and its the beautiful khoos on the line with Mydogfarted. She tells me to put something warm on and go outside. I immediately ask her if she is standing in my parking lot. She giggles and tells me no so I do what she says anyway. On a side note that would be fucking awesome to go out there and see those two! I would probably pee myself!! Anyhoo...she tells me to look up. Apparently there is a Lunar eclipse tonight! Where the Fuck I have been I sure as hell dont know...but I am happy because I have never seen one before! So i am walking all over trying to find it and I finally start to go inside and i see a little cloud like thing all by its self in the sky! At this point she tells me that we are both standing outside looking at the same thing. I almost cried...until I hung up with her, called work and told them, and than hung up and sat outside and cried like a baby! I love those two so much! It breaks my heart into a million pieces that I cant be on that side of the country with all the ppl that I care about. I love Diablahblah, Bocaj138, and magiczone with all my heart...but there is something that has been pulling me to the east coast for about 10 years now. I constantly feel like a part of me is missing. That I wont be complete until I move.
So I sit here and blog and cry because of happiness at how wonderful my friends are...and sadness. Because I cant be with them.