mrstars

well, im back at home on my trusty stolen danish laptop....
i arrived to a vast amount of normality that my head is still spinning, i had a huge pile of mail which i didnt mind, it makes me feel popular to get mail, of course having just opened them all i wish there was none, in the time i have been away i have recieved a serious amount of bills, final warnings and court summons' to pay various bills, to the effect of 3200$ (canadian),....im writing everything in canadian because i refuse to believe i have left.

so yeah i have a shitload of bills to pay, no money and no time....it sucks and it sucks hard.

i spoke to my dad about leaving here, to move to canada, he was really supportive about it, he said he would pay my bills for me, and i could pay him back as and when i could, he said that i may as well do it now while im young, and have nothing holding me down, i think he makes a fair point, im going to look into it first thing on monday, i think i will spend christmas here, just because christmas is when i see the whole familly, and it gives me time to plan things and stuff. but come 2007 i think canada will have a new resident.

and hopefully if they let me in, they will have a permanant one. haha

i think im going to drop out of college and get a full time job to save as much money as i can. if i move to canada after christmas ill miss the end of my year anyway, and if i stay to finish college its another year till i graduate, and i dont think i will be able to last that long in this hell hole.

i allready miss the people, i miss the sights, i miuss the stuff im sure you all dont think i would, i miss the signs written in chinese, i miss the smells that make me gag from the chinese mans shop, i miss seeing and hearing streetcars, i miss the crazy guy who stands outside shouting at the wall for an hour,

i feel like this is the biggest waste of time rambling on in a journal ever, so im gonna end it there, ill update with photos and stuff tomorrow, and i hope i speak to yall soon.
dom.
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