mrsnow68

i woke up today more tired than when i went to sleep last night? had a heck of a time getting through my day today. feels good to be home, finally. guess the days are flying by faster than they used to? getting older makes it feel that way i suppose? or maybe because i look forward to the weekends too much? thats when i have my kids. they live with there mom during the week. not by my choice, but have to live with the situation. i read a blog the other day posted by a new member like myself. it made me realize how guarded i am about my feelings. having somewhat insecure feelings about my ability to do my job, i know i'm good at what i do. but a boss i had when i was still in my teens seems to have ruined that for me! never could make that guy happy? not giving myself completely to the woman i'm with now. hurt by the ex wife leaving, told myself i wouldn't be hurt like that again! even after 12 years i'm guarded?
this is almost like therapy???