mrsmeaney

Tonight, I had the sudden urge to cry. Not just cry, but pound my fists on the floor and bawl. I don't know what happened, but I didn't. Maybe Tommy needed me, or something on tv caught my eye...but I couldn't find the time for tears. I know they'll catch up with me again soon. It's just that feeling I've had lately.

How is it possible to be the happiest I've ever been, yet terrified and frustrated and just blegh?