Something has got to change.
I can't sleep until the sun's almost up, then I have nightmares all day until I drag myself out of bed, usually just in time to go to work until almost midnight.
After that, I have to decide which feels less depressing: going out and drinking with pointless people, or staying at home with my crushing apathy. I tend to go out more, as I'm addicted to shooting pool.
It takes a painful amount of effort to write or draw anything, and it's all been so much worthless crap lately.
I've even been having trouble reading, which is absurd
I have to get out of this suffocating town before I stagnate completely. It's fairly clear I'm not going to accomplish anything more worthwhile here.
Sorry for the whininess, this shit comes and goes. To end on a pleasant note, here's the only clown that makes me smile:
I can't sleep until the sun's almost up, then I have nightmares all day until I drag myself out of bed, usually just in time to go to work until almost midnight.
After that, I have to decide which feels less depressing: going out and drinking with pointless people, or staying at home with my crushing apathy. I tend to go out more, as I'm addicted to shooting pool.
It takes a painful amount of effort to write or draw anything, and it's all been so much worthless crap lately.
I've even been having trouble reading, which is absurd
I have to get out of this suffocating town before I stagnate completely. It's fairly clear I'm not going to accomplish anything more worthwhile here.
Sorry for the whininess, this shit comes and goes. To end on a pleasant note, here's the only clown that makes me smile:
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june:
How about these clowns?
kaitee:
I think you can read the whole loafer online.. well minus all the great "special Asian masseuse" ads in the back. And I will win over my tragi.. they were fine until I got my septum pierced, I think they just got jealous because I love it more. Anyway.. sounds like you're in a right state, but don't worry.. things will get better. We'll all be playing pool with Jimi one day, you know? 