today my card was 5 of cups. 3 were dumped over and two were still full, meaning i am disappointed with intimate relationships (YES), i am sad (YES), and i have a desire to move on (YES YES YES). i had written my ex a letter about a week ago asking her to dump her new girlfriend (the one she cheated on me with) and marry me. now a week later i am embarrassed i even did it. my emotions are like a fucking roller coaster. what the hell was i thinking. i need some sex so i can get my mind of all this stupid shit and go back to the old me.
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not having sex, makes me obsessed with sexual things. it's the devil. However it does give me reason to touch myself often. It's almost time to leave work and I cant wait. aklasdjf. Do you have fun and exciting plans for the weekend? I have copious amounts of green things to smoke and eat. My friend is coming down from portland for the weekend and we're having a bbq ok the lake. I do love bbq's. fat girls love food. its what I do.
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People will probably appreciate letters and things, soon. When all the flooding stops. You can make a penpal or something with someone who lost their home and give them a place to talk about stuff, maybe. it's early, I lack brain power when its early.