I did not write about what I am thankful for around thanks giving but after reading something in the PSW i decieded that it may be time. I was reading about how woman think if they can lose the weight then they will be so much more happy in life. They will find a boyfriend or get married. They will be more succesfull in life. SO many things that they feel (As do I at times) that they think will fix them selfs by changing the out side of them will change the bad thing and make it all better.
Well for something yes being thinner will help but we all need to be happy with our selfs no matter what we feel is wrong with us. I do not see my self as a fat girl but when I look at my self that is what I am. It had taken years for me to feel good about who I am and what I look like. This site is the frist place were I felt it was ok to be me. That is one of the nicest feelings in the world.
There are a few reason I feel this was, one is that I am not alone in seeing a larger woman as beautiful. And reason 2nd my new friends throught this site. I dont have a ton of friend in my life but I feel like I do know. And thank you for that. To AmstelLight and Conspiracy303 I would like to thank u both for being sweet guys to me and always making me feel sexy. To Mellie13 thank you for being oh so beautiful and caring. To Macq you make me melt for u ever day you are a true friend to me, you care for me and make me feel like the luckest girl in the world. You make me feel beautiful and sexy even in my moneky pjs. And last but not least there is Demon11942 A truly great friend. I have learned so much from him in the short time I have been talking to him. He never makes me feel silly or stupid but always cute, smart, sexy, and even fun. All of you have place in my heart.
There are many others out there that I have a very nice friendship with and want to thank all of them for being such great people thank you all for being my friends and saying so may nice things to me.
Well for something yes being thinner will help but we all need to be happy with our selfs no matter what we feel is wrong with us. I do not see my self as a fat girl but when I look at my self that is what I am. It had taken years for me to feel good about who I am and what I look like. This site is the frist place were I felt it was ok to be me. That is one of the nicest feelings in the world.
There are a few reason I feel this was, one is that I am not alone in seeing a larger woman as beautiful. And reason 2nd my new friends throught this site. I dont have a ton of friend in my life but I feel like I do know. And thank you for that. To AmstelLight and Conspiracy303 I would like to thank u both for being sweet guys to me and always making me feel sexy. To Mellie13 thank you for being oh so beautiful and caring. To Macq you make me melt for u ever day you are a true friend to me, you care for me and make me feel like the luckest girl in the world. You make me feel beautiful and sexy even in my moneky pjs. And last but not least there is Demon11942 A truly great friend. I have learned so much from him in the short time I have been talking to him. He never makes me feel silly or stupid but always cute, smart, sexy, and even fun. All of you have place in my heart.
There are many others out there that I have a very nice friendship with and want to thank all of them for being such great people thank you all for being my friends and saying so may nice things to me.
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deadboy:
You are lovely! Red Hair, gorgeous eyes, and soft sexy curves! I'd cuddle with you anytime! And don't ever see yourself as anything but a beautiful, desirable woman!

irish_judoka:
im to, thnanks a ton for everyhting!