Not sure why, but I feel like this is the only place I can state what I am truly thinking. Maybe because I feel like nobody that I know is reading this. I am struggling more than I thought with my grandmother's situation. I have drank a good amount, even though I told myself before hand that I would no longer do that. She is still alive and in pain. I truly wish it was like a switch so that she wouldn't be in this pain. Cuddling is needed right now, but not accessible. There's really not much I can do about that right now. I drank more than I should have. Thank you to anyone who reads this.
mrodriguez333:
I used the word pain way too much.
austynn:
You didn't use pain too much. I'm sure for this situation you didn't use it enough. This community is meant for sharing. Blog when you need to. Take that random photo you want to share. Someone is always there to hear you and support. I hope your situation improves.