Wednesday Dec 03, 2008

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I had a beautiful dream last night about a beautiful woman. I woke up too soon.



& now
Self-Loathing.

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-God I'm pissing myself off lately. Whiskey doesn't even taste that good.
-I've been down on myself. Over shit I haven't done. Things I haven't accomplished. All the ways I've wasted time.For the people I could have been a better friend, relative, or lover to.
-The shitty part about it, the part of it all that might maybe be my salvation, is that I can't deny any of it. My selfishness and my laziness are as obvious as the ground.
- Half the time I open my mouth, I say something stupid. A lot like when I post a comment.
- I kind of want to punch myself in the face.
-Fun stuff.


On the plus side:

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Sometimes the stupid things I say make people laugh. & I love that



It was either this or "say it ain't so", so.....

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casper:
I love when I laugh at the shit you say too!

let's make it a date for sunday!

boo-ya.
boozeuzi:
Sorry for the late response, I will be getting unemployment $ and on Friday my boss privately revealed to me that there will still be some scraps of projects to work on still starting Monday so but as an independent contractor so at least there is a small pillow during this down time.

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