So, Scott, I know today June 23rd is your birthday. Normally I would wish you a Happy Birthday but since we barely spoken over the past year. I do get that your life hasn't turned out the way you wanted it to so far. I do feel bad for you and how your life going in a downward spiral after your second marriage didn't work out the way you wanted it to. But come on man. You're already 43 years old. You're not a teenager. You're a grown ass man. Act like it. To say you're residing as a nomad is just a cheap form of window dressing to not say that you're homeless. I do know that you're a wonderful cook, but to make the claim of being a hyper-intellectual is just nothing more than outlandish when most people of high intellect don't make such claims.
Your rigid standards on cinema are nothing more than restrictive to what others view as cinema. You do have some good taste in literature, and Death Metal isn't everything. As art evolves, so does film, music, and literature. Any accomplished artist evolves. But to claim that your "one of the world's greatest avant-garde writers and musicians, although you wouldn't know it from how I couldn't ever find a venue to save my life..." since you don't put in the work to network your talents.
I do get that you're searching for that woman to have in your life. We all are. But here's the deal. You were married twice and both marriages ended in divorce. You squandered a six-year relationship with a really great woman. You had a good job as a butcher. You threw away gainful employment to become a writer. You're a good writer, but you refuse to monetize it.
If you're not working, you don't have a place to live, and you're homeless, none of these things will win the heart of any woman anywhere on the planet. I highly doubt that you will read this since you can't even afford the annual membership on Suicide Girls, so I'm kind of indifferent towards you since you have no desire to pick yourself up from hitting rock bottom.
In regards to this blog post, this is just a dissection of his post on his Facebook account. I've been wanting to write something just to get this off my chest.