There comes a point in time when change is inevitable.
I have lived in Arizona since 2010. At that time I had a wife, although we have since divorced. We had remained very good friends although not on an intimate and romantic level. She had my back. Our lives are now going down different paths and changing.
She has helped me with numerous things, and because of the changes she has made in her life, is unable to help me and be my rock. She even told me "I don't want to worry about you anymore". That phrase has literally destroyed me since she said it on Monday.
Today, I broke my silence. We argued. I decided that being in Arizona alone was no longer what I wanted. On January 5th, I will be moving near family in Alabama.