Nothing to say.
Good morning.
It's 5:30 here, and my cat won't stop chasing the nothing that is behind my television. The last four years (before i moved to Pennsylvania) I had many, many different thoughts about what it is to be happy. But right now, today at 5:30am, I am happy. And i'm not happy because I have a cool apartment, or a great job, I am...
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It's 5:30 here, and my cat won't stop chasing the nothing that is behind my television. The last four years (before i moved to Pennsylvania) I had many, many different thoughts about what it is to be happy. But right now, today at 5:30am, I am happy. And i'm not happy because I have a cool apartment, or a great job, I am...
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Moving moving. Life is moving along, as it usually does. And for the most part, its great! I need to start taking pictures again, i miss it.
eon:
Do it!
Another successful weekend away with people who are great. My traveling companion faired very well considering the amount of stress my Northern relatives can be. Friends, fun and, foolishness. It was a great time, and i'm glad we went, though i may be regretting it right now. Its early, and I have to work. Ah well.
no complaints from this guy today, a rarity, i...
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no complaints from this guy today, a rarity, i...
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Gracious me, i'm addled.
I was just flipping through my actual journal, the one where you need a pen. It's crazy in there, i'm glad I can't draw or be that crazy here on SG.
Today is a day like any other day Today is a day like any other day Today is a day like any other day Today is a day like any...
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I was just flipping through my actual journal, the one where you need a pen. It's crazy in there, i'm glad I can't draw or be that crazy here on SG.
Today is a day like any other day Today is a day like any other day Today is a day like any other day Today is a day like any...
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It was an off day today, but there is a possiblity that something wonderful will happen tomorrow.
Not to be a total nerd but in the words of Gandalf (the motherfuckin' man) "...hope is kindled..."
I'll let you know how it goes. I'm sure you're on the edge of your seats.
Not to be a total nerd but in the words of Gandalf (the motherfuckin' man) "...hope is kindled..."
I'll let you know how it goes. I'm sure you're on the edge of your seats.
Don't.
Don't.
Won't.
Can't.
Shouldn't.
Couldn't.
Wouldn't.
Whatever it is, I could do it for you.
Feeling like a crazy person this late evening/early morning.
i'm afraid that if i falter at all, i'll lose everything that is in my fingertips.
I won't lie to you.
I won't manipulate you.
I just want to sit next to you for a little while, and pass the...
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Don't.
Won't.
Can't.
Shouldn't.
Couldn't.
Wouldn't.
Whatever it is, I could do it for you.
Feeling like a crazy person this late evening/early morning.
i'm afraid that if i falter at all, i'll lose everything that is in my fingertips.
I won't lie to you.
I won't manipulate you.
I just want to sit next to you for a little while, and pass the...
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Saturday Morning.
I've been up for hours, but i still feel sleepy. Today is a day like any other day, except that the last 90 days have been unlike any days i've spent in recent years. Its surprising, occasionally stressful, but i think, worth it. Learning to love yourself is the hardest thing you can do, because you know every single one of your own...
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I've been up for hours, but i still feel sleepy. Today is a day like any other day, except that the last 90 days have been unlike any days i've spent in recent years. Its surprising, occasionally stressful, but i think, worth it. Learning to love yourself is the hardest thing you can do, because you know every single one of your own...
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Tonights dreams better be good, because i'm sick of the bad ones. My mom used to tell me to ask baby Jesus to prevent my bad dreams, and it usually worked. Maybe i'll start doing that again.
in the mean time...
I've been working a lot more hours this week, which will mean a nicer paycheck, but also means my free time is taken up...
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in the mean time...
I've been working a lot more hours this week, which will mean a nicer paycheck, but also means my free time is taken up...
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Last night I had, once again, had horrible unsettling dreams. WHAT THE HELL DO THEY MEAN?! If dreams are meaningless, great, I'll try and accept that, but in the mean time, what do i do with the imagery in my head? I can't exactly delete them, or wipe the harddrive.
Bah.
Bah.
When you hit a brick wall, knock that fucker down.
I don't know why, but i'm not feeling it today. I feel sapped, and I don't know why. I'm all mixed up, and it's a feeling that's caught up with me before. Ach. What can you do, but push forward right? When you hit a brick wall, knock that fucker down. How do you handle...
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I don't know why, but i'm not feeling it today. I feel sapped, and I don't know why. I'm all mixed up, and it's a feeling that's caught up with me before. Ach. What can you do, but push forward right? When you hit a brick wall, knock that fucker down. How do you handle...
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