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russ meyer damnit. i have to say there's only been a few times in my life when i heard or saw something that connected deep down inside me. he made quite a few films, fun, over the top, strange, hilrarious, films that made me feel that way. so yeah, a good thought for a man who wasn't shy about what he liked, and didn't have a clue as to how completely bizarre he was.

everything is so good with sara. i surprised her for the first time at work this afternoon. i brought her a lemongrass candle and some peppermint soap for her planned girly night of a long bath and painting toenails, etc...i am forcing myself to take two days away to tackle my homework and make my sweet dog feel loved again. poor archie the dog. he has spent two weeks alone while i get to have hot sex and wake up next to a gorgeous girl. it's just not fair, you know? so tonight i've decided to finish homework early so i can have beer and pizza with my dog. i know, i'm so bad and cruel but he is old and he loves it and i say why not let him have it. yeah! i just want to make good times for the people i love. the other night i made a bad time for a friend that i really love and i'm still feeling heavy and bad about it. my heart is good even when my mouth is a smart ass. at least that's what i'm going with.

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