i'm not sure what exactly is going on with me. i had another amazing weekend and made an even deeper connection with a different girl. i'm either insane or it seems like these events should be completely unique and infrequent. i have no idea how this happened. i went to my friend cara's on friday night for one of the most bizarre set-ups/situations i've ever been through. i met up with a friend of cara's and she tried to set cara up with her younger brother. i did not feel cool about this situation because it just felt weird to me. then it turned out to be a really fun time and i wound up spending the weekend with the girl. i completely lost track of time. wake up, kiss and love on each other, sleep for an hour, repeat. it was confusing to me at first until i realized that my other lady friend that i have been so over the top about has been making me feel weird about her multiple boys and i'd like to see someone i can be that physical with and not be scared of the consequences. and that's not really fair anyway because this new girl and i are a perfect fit. she's mature and experienced and open minded. when i walked into her place she was playing the louvin brothers! holy what? she had one of those old cabinets with the stereo built in behind her bed and when she opened it up to play music i saw Dean Martin's Houston lp on her record player. similar interests are beside the point but i am much more hot for someone i can relate to. it's exciting to have common ground and hot sex. we went to breakfast yesterday afternoon and on the way back to her house stopped at a yard sale and couldn't stop kissing even though there were two guys with mullets staring at us. i'm going to proceed slowly but i'm awesomely excited about a potentially sweet future spending time with her.
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and what a great journal entry. connections like that are best feeling ever. i wish you the best of luck.