mrdavid

austin was a bust. the people at dell were suspiciously nice but i have nothing to offer them. they make some nice equipment that i could use to create something and apparently they are now selling amazing televisions and such but it's one of those thanks but i have no idea what i could do for you type of interviews.i came home a day early as i wanted to save my money for my date on saturday and there's no way to go cheap when you have a full day all by yourself in austin.

my best friend/ex gf and i are going through some changes which seem a little sad. this time of year reminds me of when i met her and we were first together. the "benefits" aspect of being "friends with" may have to come to a complete stop some time soon. the girl that i have a crush on is obviously having fun with other boys but if i'm not completely delusional something extra is potentially there for us and if, over the next few weeks, that seems solid in her heart as well as mine then i'll have to change my current patterns of sleep overs with cara and being her main man. i hope that guinnevere and sindeewill keep this entry on the shush-shush for me as this is a personal thing that is currently very much going on and i'm not writing about it for the purpose of seeming in demand. it's just foremost on my mind along with the job interviews and homework i have ahead of me next week. anyway, what do i know? i'm the big cheesy sensitive guy who writes about his love life on suicidegirls.com.