ok, what i have to say is probably going to come off sounding negative but it's really bothering me. i'm easygoing all the time but now and then i get filled with rage over something and it bursts out. i have this really rad friend who lives in sf, she's an awesome girl. we had a fling for a while and we're still the best...
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wow. she says "it's cool" all the time but it comes out without the l, like it's coo - with the texas drawl. she's just so great. it rained super hard tonight and i kept having cheesy thoughts of how great it would be to see her. i told her that i wasn't going to see anyone else and in turn she told me that...
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guinnevere:
you're such a mushy dork!
rosemarie:
You are romatically wonderful. I like following your life through your journals.
I'm glad that things are going so well for you. This girl seems really cool...wait...coo.
I'm going to say that all day, you know.
I'm glad that things are going so well for you. This girl seems really cool...wait...coo.
I'm going to say that all day, you know.
i'm sincerely ready to declare that life is full of sweetness when you open yourself up to it. i hate the cheesy hippies with their cookie cutter similarities but maybe deep down i could've been one of the originals. after all i was way more intrigued by the long haired weirdos who were genuinely nice to me as i was growing up in the early...
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guinnevere:
i love you! did you know that? [censored], here we come. let me know when your new sex toy comes in the post so we can try it out together- i've got some awesome ideas!
[Edited on Sep 13, 2004 5:34PM]
[Edited on Sep 13, 2004 5:34PM]
rosemarie:
I like this journal entry. You are so open and real.
I'm glad we are friends.
I'm glad we are friends.
i'm not sure what exactly is going on with me. i had another amazing weekend and made an even deeper connection with a different girl. i'm either insane or it seems like these events should be completely unique and infrequent. i have no idea how this happened. i went to my friend cara's on friday night for one of the most bizarre set-ups/situations i've ever...
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oh yeah and...it might just be me but i think i heard two great songs today. "black curses" by communique at least has really smart, fun, sad lyrics if the music isn't great, and i heard some ambulace ltd. song that tried to break my heart too.
deep breaths and buddhas forever,
rodney allen rippey
deep breaths and buddhas forever,
rodney allen rippey
rosemarie:
Hi! I have been reading your journal entries. I write about my love life on here, too. There seems to be an unspoken code that member-friends don't repeat stuff that they read in your journals and don't comment on it in real life. I like it like that. It would suck if I had to censor myself in my own journal.
I love my friends.
Glad you are one. You sound wonderful.
I like Ambulance Ltd. I have been listening to them alot.
I love my friends.
Glad you are one. You sound wonderful.
I like Ambulance Ltd. I have been listening to them alot.
austin was a bust. the people at dell were suspiciously nice but i have nothing to offer them. they make some nice equipment that i could use to create something and apparently they are now selling amazing televisions and such but it's one of those thanks but i have no idea what i could do for you type of interviews.i came home a day early...
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i need a lesson in how to calm down. right now. i meditate every day, which is no big wup, but when it comes down to it i am far from enlightened - by choice i'd like to think but the real truth is i like being this way. i like the intensity of feelings - the over - the - top giddiness when it...
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guinnevere:
oh my fucking. thats for me, isnt it?
holy my gosh. it was one of the best nights i've had. the girl turned out to be amazingly good company and completely sexy. i waited for a long time at the bar. i started to think she wasn't going to show up. the bartender told me that yeah, if someone is running 45 minutes late that probably means they're not coming. of course she...
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sindee:
please tell? i'm glad you had a good time. i accidently deleted you from my friends list... oops.
it's almost time for my date and i'm nerdy enough to write about it while i'm waiting. it's been forever since i had a proper date. i don't even know if that term means anything anymore really. i like the formality of making a specific plan, being the one to choose the adventure, and scrambling throughout the day to pick up the things i need....
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guinnevere:
dont forget youre mine today in... 2 hours 45 minutes.
this is the time of year when i used to get really sad. i have intensely vivid memories of labor day weekends. this was supposed to be the end of summer. school would usually start right after labor day. i would try to squeeze all of the fun i could out of the last few days of freedom but instead i was usually severely depressed,...
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I don't really know what my point is here, except that I feel for your friend. I feel for you, too, and I think that it is a good thing that you are being really straight with her, even though she might be put-off at first, she is taking it all in, and will eventually come to her realization and thank you. I only hope that that comes soon, before she makes the terrible mistake of moving in with him. the longer it lasts, the more it will hurt.