You can't imagine the world spinning like it is today
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One of my ex's who is now one of my best friends came into town to help speed up the move.
YEAH! oh wait...she has barely done anything and she arrived on sunday. So...yet another reason to
not trust anyone in life.
She decided to run off to her exhb...which i really don't care, I don't have time to deal with her personal issues
that is something that she will have to figure out on her own.
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twwly sent me the best thing evah today! Everyone should order one of her prints!!
I am going to go on a SG army attack before I leave this burg...30 different places to attack, 30 weapons of attack sitting here.
Ready or not Winnipeg, You are about to be painted pink!
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So, I have temporarily re-opened the Store...so Arete you should come and get that skeleton from me!
You, know what really sucks...having your b-day on or right next to a holiday. Mine is coming and everyone is starting to make
a big deal about it. I, personally, want to be left alone on that day. I FUCKING HATE MY BIRTHDAY...always have and always will
I am the scrooge of the birthdays. One year, one of my gf's gave me a surprise party...it fucking felt like an intervention...people telling me
how good of a person I am. Okay, if you haven't dated me, or gotten to really know me...I AM AN ASSHOLIO. I never mean to be...I just am.
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I am so sick of everything, everyday is becoming a struggle to get by the day. It has only been in the last two days that I have been able to
get by a little more. I need to get the fuck out of here.
On Monday...I nearly slashed my wrists...instead I made a blog about it, I am finding that the internal frustration is quite high right now.
Then again on Monday I also broke down and bawled like a fucking baby......anyone thinking of moving halfway across the country will know the
stress that I am going through. It is tough and rough, especially if you are having to close off many of the loose ends that have been left open over
the past years. I am finding that people are overall scum and not worth even dipping in acid and contaminating it.
I looked into some more writing information today and yesterday...the whole point of the move that I am making, I have more connections in BC
for that than even I realized. I am going to end up being published as quick as I hope I think
yeah I changed my mind
I still wanna die
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y
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k
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g
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someone seriously just kill me and end it all.
I really wanna die. Why am I holding on?
fuck it...i'll do it myself
fuck it all
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One of my ex's who is now one of my best friends came into town to help speed up the move.
YEAH! oh wait...she has barely done anything and she arrived on sunday. So...yet another reason to
not trust anyone in life.
She decided to run off to her exhb...which i really don't care, I don't have time to deal with her personal issues
that is something that she will have to figure out on her own.
=================================================================================================
twwly sent me the best thing evah today! Everyone should order one of her prints!!
I am going to go on a SG army attack before I leave this burg...30 different places to attack, 30 weapons of attack sitting here.
Ready or not Winnipeg, You are about to be painted pink!
=================================================================================================
So, I have temporarily re-opened the Store...so Arete you should come and get that skeleton from me!
You, know what really sucks...having your b-day on or right next to a holiday. Mine is coming and everyone is starting to make
a big deal about it. I, personally, want to be left alone on that day. I FUCKING HATE MY BIRTHDAY...always have and always will
I am the scrooge of the birthdays. One year, one of my gf's gave me a surprise party...it fucking felt like an intervention...people telling me
how good of a person I am. Okay, if you haven't dated me, or gotten to really know me...I AM AN ASSHOLIO. I never mean to be...I just am.
==================================================================================================
I am so sick of everything, everyday is becoming a struggle to get by the day. It has only been in the last two days that I have been able to
get by a little more. I need to get the fuck out of here.
On Monday...I nearly slashed my wrists...instead I made a blog about it, I am finding that the internal frustration is quite high right now.
Then again on Monday I also broke down and bawled like a fucking baby......anyone thinking of moving halfway across the country will know the
stress that I am going through. It is tough and rough, especially if you are having to close off many of the loose ends that have been left open over
the past years. I am finding that people are overall scum and not worth even dipping in acid and contaminating it.
I looked into some more writing information today and yesterday...the whole point of the move that I am making, I have more connections in BC
for that than even I realized. I am going to end up being published as quick as I hope I think
yeah I changed my mind
I still wanna die
e
v
e
r
y
f
u
c
k
i
n
g
d
a
y
someone seriously just kill me and end it all.
I really wanna die. Why am I holding on?
fuck it...i'll do it myself
fuck it all