Take a walk in the blinding of the deep
mountains of snow stacked so steep
In the middle of the night
or the midst of the light
a journey taken by oneself, alone
Whiteness, a moment left to atone
the things spouted out in hate
to your eternal loving mate
Not sure what it really could be
it allows one to truly look and see
from one coast to another
to a sister or a brother
go walk in the blizzard's pass
a solitary tale of mass
you could find what you are looking for
left asking for nothing else or more
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Every year I wish I could be Santa and pass the gift that you are all searching for. Peace. Unfortunately, I cannot...I can only offer you hope, and charity...tell you to have a little faith. Perhaps you will find those moments of clairty and perhaps you won't. Nothing is given and nothing is taken to those that have an apathy for themselves. So get up, take that walk and enjoy the beauty of life...look at that tree as you pass, imagine the passing that it goes through every year, as seasons flow. Each year a little tougher, and a little bigger.That could be you in another form.
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Fact of the journal entry:
The old scars from when i slash have come to the top...they are swelling in the recent weather...I have never experienced this before. They are itchy and make me want to cut them off the body.
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My 5 choices are each for a particular reason...each of them expresses themselves in a different way and it is an amazing thing to see the uniqueness that they each carry. You should check them out in their journals...you might be shocked. I do enjoy other journals too, but I just wanted to state why those 5 were there.
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Okay mental note...no more writing at 4 am(this is an addon)
Somedays I never say what you mean to me
the little things you do for me
I have shed a tear over you
relegating my life to the past.
I am just a piece on your mantle
another feather in your cap.
I was everything you were looking for
you, blinded to the vision of me
You are the best breathe upon my life
I thank you for allowing me that time.
What would you do
If we met face to face
Given that single chance?
Would you say you were sorry
Would I be something you could not see
Would you let that time slip you by
This is one time I take the curtsy
not expecting a thing
Just my way of saying
In the end, the last, the finale
I saved this for thee
You mean more than you know.
No word shall say enough
Action cannot convey
what a heart may wish.
mountains of snow stacked so steep
In the middle of the night
or the midst of the light
a journey taken by oneself, alone
Whiteness, a moment left to atone
the things spouted out in hate
to your eternal loving mate
Not sure what it really could be
it allows one to truly look and see
from one coast to another
to a sister or a brother
go walk in the blizzard's pass
a solitary tale of mass
you could find what you are looking for
left asking for nothing else or more
______________________________
Every year I wish I could be Santa and pass the gift that you are all searching for. Peace. Unfortunately, I cannot...I can only offer you hope, and charity...tell you to have a little faith. Perhaps you will find those moments of clairty and perhaps you won't. Nothing is given and nothing is taken to those that have an apathy for themselves. So get up, take that walk and enjoy the beauty of life...look at that tree as you pass, imagine the passing that it goes through every year, as seasons flow. Each year a little tougher, and a little bigger.That could be you in another form.
______________________________
Fact of the journal entry:
The old scars from when i slash have come to the top...they are swelling in the recent weather...I have never experienced this before. They are itchy and make me want to cut them off the body.
______________________________
My 5 choices are each for a particular reason...each of them expresses themselves in a different way and it is an amazing thing to see the uniqueness that they each carry. You should check them out in their journals...you might be shocked. I do enjoy other journals too, but I just wanted to state why those 5 were there.
_______________________________
Okay mental note...no more writing at 4 am(this is an addon)
Somedays I never say what you mean to me
the little things you do for me
I have shed a tear over you
relegating my life to the past.
I am just a piece on your mantle
another feather in your cap.
I was everything you were looking for
you, blinded to the vision of me
You are the best breathe upon my life
I thank you for allowing me that time.
What would you do
If we met face to face
Given that single chance?
Would you say you were sorry
Would I be something you could not see
Would you let that time slip you by
This is one time I take the curtsy
not expecting a thing
Just my way of saying
In the end, the last, the finale
I saved this for thee
You mean more than you know.
No word shall say enough
Action cannot convey
what a heart may wish.
Finally figured out what you meant by 5 choices, well i hope i'm right!
are they your 5 favourite suicide girls?