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C'mon and rescue me ....

somedays I feel so lost, I know that I am leaving here in a few weeks...yet there is so much to do...and I fear that amount that needs to be done, everyday I get a little closer to leaving here...there is not much left to pack, there is not much left to close off in this space.

I just hope...
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scarydoll:
Happy Birthday, my dear! kiss love
arete:
moving is shitty, and big changes cause fear. force yourself to look at the situation without emotion for 3 minutes. you'll more than likely see that you're making the right descision.

try not to get stressed in this hot weather, moving and packing things! i've moved three times in the past 6 months, i made myself a promise this last time that i am NOT moving again for at LEAST a year.

kiss
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My arm is on fire, it feels the need of a good razorblade washing...weird. This has not happened in a long time...but it is almost craving it.
scarydoll:
What does this mean? confused
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I need to update more often.

I also need more sleep....didn't get any last night.

I will update this very soon, and i thank all of you who left comments...I will try to get to them after.

but...

a big thank you to Panda....that was very nice of you.
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On Valkries backs

There are days when even angels cry
On those rare days the skies shudder
With disdain seen for the gift
Lifted from below
The fallen must once again rise
On horseback and trodden
They must raise their arms
Let the nirvanas take over
March into the oncoming
Horizontal rain of fire
The piercing is warmth
Felt from in to out
The grounds...
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esoterica:
i googled the first sentence of his paper =)

new ways to cheat, new ways to get caught
misstyrios:
You can see one eye! Only it looks brown, not blue.

But thanks.
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Random thoughts of the day:

If what every man says is true, then should I believe that sky is falling down on us soon?

Come over a little bit more, just a scouch over.

All we want to do is be happy.

All we should do is come together, and raise the glasses towards happiness.

All endings to cruelty, all beginnings to cheer

I am...
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hotcurry:
I love him and that film. I was in the play in highschool... god that was a long time ago. Buster kind of creeps me out in that film though. I was not used to seeing him liek that and I do a double take everytime I see it.
viva:
zero was king
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There is a candle in the window, lit for when you decide to come home.
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scarydoll:
I'm here too. kiss

How are you?
jonnytrrrash7:
I burn candles just about everyday myself....no one's come back, though!

Thanks for the birthday wishes!!
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It took two years to get my answer but i got it still. that was enough to make me happy today
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reverendbenzo:
My Zak of All Trades thread?


Oh okay. I know what you're talking about. I posted in a closed topic by mistake and then I hit the back button like an idiot. I think I caused a cosmic riff for a second there.

[Edited on Mar 12, 2006 5:30PM]
_panda_:
Yumm. Jam!
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Such is the imperfect day, no chance of taking a walk.

Yet, I still want a picnic in the park. Tell me those little tales, the tinest of sorrows...let them breathe free, and into my ears today.


Tell me someday, like it is a sunday confessional. You will feel better, and I will know you more.
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scarydoll:
kiss
beckyjane:
I am rarely on MSN anymore, anyway...well it's always on, but i'm never here! (responding to an old comment)
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Once, once, once

there was a time

better than today.
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walkswithghosts:
Just had the same thoughts as this morning rose and fell... Night-time can be blissful, you know?

Mr. Daft... Perhaps you undersell yourself, my friend.


With adoration,
~ W.W.G.
yuriel:
amen.

i would give my all for someone

as long as they would give even the smallest in return: accepting me at my worst so that I could give them my best.

<3

wise words my man

its alright. coudl be better could be worse.

oooh lowenbrau
wow thats a name ive not seen/heard in FOREVER
:x
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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Would you call my name if I should cross paths with you?


I would not call it a good-bye if I missed you, sometimes things like that happen.

The feeling is still alive and kicking.

___________________________________-

Happy Valentine's to everyone, I hope you are with someone you enjoy the time with.

I, personally, disavow the day...but I welcome everyone else's idea of romance on that...
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verushka:
The person who sent me the flowers wants a relationship with me.
We have been good friends for a number of years and he has now decided to take it to "the next step."
Unfortunately, I disagree.

So when Im having dinner with him tonight, I will have to tell him as bluntly as possible (so there is no confusion) that it will not happen. ever.
scarydoll:
I don't celebrate this holiday. biggrin
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I heard that you have been aching.

I will be there when I can be.

Everybody is free, It is okay.

In the end only I will be taxed.

If you close your eyes.

It will not be there.

I will be.

beckyjane:
I"m on msn if you want to chat or something.
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What beautiful stains Merlot makes upon the soul
Almost as good as dried out blood.
hellonurse:
If you're ever out here, let's go check it out. It's a pretty impressive place... By impressive, I mean really that it's amazing it's still in existence in all its cheesy splendor, in a luxury hotel to boot. In any case, it's well worth seeing.