so it's a long story, or two long stories (good and bad), condensed:
finally, after a week or so of pondering and researching, i finally took the plunge and picked up a rebel xt. the only problem was that it was a floor model from bestbuy. man, i really need to stop shopping at bestbuy. that place is a total rip off. online sales of... Read More
not four nights ago, i was fortifying my apartment in an attempt to quell the unexpected cold front, and now i'm opening all the windows and turning all the fans on high. breakers crash outside and i wonder just how thick the swamp is going to be in the morning. my friend is getting shitfaced in spain and i'm getting ready to off myself while... Read More
UPDATE: yeah, not on hold yet. everyone above me that i talk to is completely clueless and refers me to yet another clueless person. at this rate i'll never go on hold, i'll only continue to fester academically and professionally until the navy will be forced to punish me for my inadvertent shitbaggery. and then my father calls and guilt-trips me about missing my mother's... Read More
and all those young girls that had johhnys picture up on their walls,
they clipped them out of the magazines, they were crying
'why, why, why johnny thunders?'
cryin 'why, why, why johnny thunders?'
but i say something different,
i say 'go, go, go johnny thunders'
i say 'go, go, go johnny thunders'
i'm not usually one to complain about the little things, but now i have to work on the weekend, my boss (who really wants to put me on hold) is still waiting for the doc's approval, i'm on another pain medication, and i actually came close to tears today out of sheer frustration and pain. i'm sick of getting jerked off. if i wanted to... Read More
my car broke down in the middle of traffic on the way to work this morning. the engine usually cuts out on cold mornings, but i've always been able to restart it easily enough. i've been having issues with my starter the past month, though, and i think that's what the big problem was. sadly, i haven't gotten the... Read More
Aw man Sorry about your car and leg. shit.
It won't stop you from jet skiing if you come to visit right ?
Tropical weather is good old fashioned therapy.
Date was kinda of a bust. It rained here. And the next lunar eclipse isn't until Dec 2010.
Hopefully I can think up something else to do before then.
my leg (upper anterior thigh) still hurts. it sucks. two separate doctors have been unable to pinpoint the cause, citing either tendonitis or nerve damage. physical therapy has commenced.
the physical therapy (mondays, wednesdays, and fridays at 1400) cuts into my time at work, which means that not only will i have to make up the... Read More
I wish you the best of luck in figuring out what to do with the different possible futures presented to you. I wish I could offer some advice but I'm not even sure what I want to do myself.
I'm glad that you've finally found someone to make you happy. You deserve it, truly.
You've been having problems with that leg for so long now I've forgotten what you originally did that fucked it up ? Fuckin lame it's still giving you problems. I hope everything winds up ok for you.
Being in a lucrative and respectable career doesn't always = happiness.
I've always been pretty happy with my own pace and rules. Though being poor and uncertain can just as easily be a detriment to happiness. Contentedness, thats the secret, as long as it doesn't lead you to complacency.
Count your blessings + follow your dreams + love = happy
Sorry about your car and leg. shit.
i like to know whats up with you.
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