mrcrisp

yay stress at work! boo little time at home!



it's the season. i walked through a swarm of mating dragon flies today, frantic collisions and a cacophonous, frenzied buzz. a girl smiled at me today. another waved. both times i squinted around, on the lookout for other boys that may have been more likely recipients.



it's peaceful sleeping with the window open, the warm (not nearly as oppressive as it is outside) summer wind blowing through, heavy enough to carry with it the music of the swarm outside. crickets, locusts, and the faint sound of fucking dragon flies. as nice as it is, i still wake up periodically at night, disturbing my already limited rest. it's no matter. when i wake up, it doesn't feel so bad. coming to in the tepid, melodious night with no where to be or nothing to do: beautiful. that feeling of falling. my heart in my chest. this moment in my heart.



nothing feels better than having stiff knuckles, skin stretched taught and sharp.

i want to sharpen my teeth.



this is my free time, cutting into my sleep time. this is my daytime, cutting into my life. the weekend begins in a day. today ends right now.