mrcrisp

he was not even there today. that son of a bitch.

on the bright side, i am going to be back in san francisco tomorrow night. it is going to be so nice being back home.

i've been coughing up blood two days straight and my leg feels like it's falling off.

probably best to talk to the medical chief before i take a 16+ hour trip back to california. i know he thinks i'm faking it, but hopefully i can corner him into at least giving me some flexeril or something.

this is what i'm planning on saying:

i want to delete all her pictures. i couldn't possibly care less about her right now, give less of a shit as i already do. i'm pooped, tired of dealing with this. i was over her a week ago. but i can't look at her pictures without feeling everything at once. what's worse is that i know i did nothing wrong. all i've ever heard...
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nevermind. fuck fixing shit.

just kidding. she came running back, cleaned my apartment, and made me dinner. and she's trying to quit drinking. if only i hadn't canceled her plane ticket back to california. that's going to be a pain in the ass (and wallet) to fix.

i just lost a lover and a friend. time to get unbelievably drunk and fuck the first person i run into.

please stop getting so irresponsibly drunk. not only do you leave me hanging, but you're also letting yourself down too. i love you, but this is getting exhausting.