I think I am wasting my life. I am not doing anything significant..... I really have to make a decision soon as to what I am going to do. I have done the figures on my new publication concepts and they are not as encouraging as I hoped. Too risky! Shit! Shit Shit! To compound matters I feel I am not following the right path...
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Well today was a meat an veg day. On friday I helped a mate who is a landscaper, work on his own yard. I have now realised why I got an office vocation. Bloody hell, he just worked all day, manually, flat out! Bastard!!!!!
Needless to say, I am very, very sore. I think I learned that day, that things aren't so bad for me....
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Needless to say, I am very, very sore. I think I learned that day, that things aren't so bad for me....
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devildoll:
Perspective IS an interesting thing. The grass is always greener until you're on the other side!
Are you small enough to fit in my pocket?
Are you small enough to fit in my pocket?
Went to my oldest best friend's place on the Gold coast yesterday. He's buying a house on Royal Pines golf resort! He inherited millions about ten years ago, out of the blue, from his stepfathers brother. Its been really interesting watching him go through his stages in life dealing with some pretty nasty wierd shit (Which I can't mention here). It's funny how regardless of...
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contessakatarina:
Funny how no matter how often we think the grass is greener on the other side of the fence...it often isn't. Glad you had a nice time on the Gold Coast hon. Talk soon.
Feeling a whole lot better today. Think I am manic. Found a photo of me on the bus after our xmas party at the big brother house on the gold coast. Seems the house had the same effect on me as the show did after the first run. Anyhew, got back into work today and started preparing the sales pack for my new magazine. Onward...
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darklis:
Of course. My eyes. 
contessakatarina:
Hello - Well I have never called anyone Master or Sir before...so you have quite a challenge on your hands...LOL. Take care and have a good weekend. 
I woke up today at 9am feeling like crap. No, not for breakfast for those scat fans out there 
, just plain damn depressed. I couldnt sleep, may arm was killing me from when I got dumped by a massive wave a couple of weeks ago, I have no money, no love life...... This is not sounding good. My employment contract has just ended or...
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, just plain damn depressed. I couldnt sleep, may arm was killing me from when I got dumped by a massive wave a couple of weeks ago, I have no money, no love life...... This is not sounding good. My employment contract has just ended or... Read More
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discombobulate:
nice photshop there mate. you should include that photo on your job appications.
thanks for the info re: zovirax - might give it a shot - worth a hit if nothing else.
i also find that stress and change of season cause flare-ups, but for me, i also have it almost all the year round. the easiest thing for me was UV-B treatment. - worked a treat - but it did mean standing in light boxes 3/week
thanks for the info re: zovirax - might give it a shot - worth a hit if nothing else.
i also find that stress and change of season cause flare-ups, but for me, i also have it almost all the year round. the easiest thing for me was UV-B treatment. - worked a treat - but it did mean standing in light boxes 3/week
devildoll:
I'll definitely let you know If I find out first, I promise!
Hang in there, you'll come around.
Hang in there, you'll come around.
Well tonight I spoke to Contessa Katerina over the phone for the first time! What a bitch!!!! ......................NOT!
It has been a long time since I have spoken to such a nice, bright, incredibly intelligent person. WOW! (That was for you livingdeadkirst, and I said it to her! ) NB:WOW! was a topic on LDK's recent journal entry.
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It has been a long time since I have spoken to such a nice, bright, incredibly intelligent person. WOW! (That was for you livingdeadkirst, and I said it to her!
) NB:WOW! was a topic on LDK's recent journal entry.
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contessakatarina:
Thank you sweetie - and I look forward to making your aquaintance again some time soon. I also appreciate your comments in my journal today. Thank you. I am trying to stay positive.
Blessings
Blessings
Looking for a job today. Anyone need a publisher, marketer, photographer, muso, nutcase let me know......
I thought I would actually be happy photographing beautiful women for a living but I tried it and found that they are a little hard to find if you actually want them to pay for it. The ones who will pay for it, unfortunately need too! Is there an...
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I thought I would actually be happy photographing beautiful women for a living but I tried it and found that they are a little hard to find if you actually want them to pay for it. The ones who will pay for it, unfortunately need too! Is there an...
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contessakatarina:
good luck with your job hunting - you can photograph beautiful women in your spare time...and you will probably enjoy it more
contessakatarina:
I might if you say...please Contessa...
Looks like the decision re younger person has been made for me! Damn! Anyone know anybody who's single, funny, intelligent, caring and lives for sex?............... Oh, Yeah, heartbroken! Relieved actually.
contessakatarina:
Oh wow - that's a shame - but you did have second, third and fourth thoughts...Someone will come along when you least expect it hon!
erythrocytez:
Ah well... Go the MILFs I say!!
Well after a night of misery I have decided to do a new magazine entirely on my own. It seems like the most logical choice. So wish me luck! Wonder if suicide girls needs a mag?
contessakatarina:
Go for it! I have been part of two consumer mag launches...If you need advice or anything..
Well today I ran out of money waiting on my contract to be renewed. I think I'll get pissed!
contessakatarina:
.Hang in there - I hope it comes together for you and the next time you go out for drinks it will be a celebration!
Well, we had lunch. It was great and went to 7pm. I think we will see each other again, but if we do it will probably be on. I'm in two minds....... Might be being driven by my dick again! I'll hold off for a while.....
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contessakatarina:
Well if you had the date on Friday or Saturday, contact at least by Monday or Tuesday. We gals have our social calendars usually planned out by Wednesday for the following weekend.
livingdeadkirst:
thanks for the bday wishes
Most professional photography organisations around the world have shoot off's to share skills and improve the quality of the photography within the group. I thought this was a good idea for us? Seems I am on my own though?
danielk:
From what I've learned in my short time here, photographers are generally thought of like ants at a picnic and about as popular. With very few exceptions, that seems to be the general attitude from the top of the organization down.
My advice is to keep your head low.
Daniel
My advice is to keep your head low.
Daniel
danielk:
PS I like your work.
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Thanks.