i want to thank you all for your good intentions. I need to focus on getting this divorce over with, and moving on. Bringing up how you all feel about it is NOT helping me... asking me how I'm doing is not helping me. I need to file papers and drop this like a hot plate. Don't ask me what you can do, don't offer "help" Salliss is the last thing I need to be thinking about or talking about. You all do what ever you have to... I'm trying to do what I have to.
If you feel bad for me, want to help, feel upset...CARE what I want right now. Please stop talking about it. I can't let go if you all keep shoving her back in my face. Yes I will see her in chat, YES I will talk to her. There is nothing more I can do but give her the divorce she wants. I still care for her.. but she's no longer one of my worries. she'll do what ever she wants, and she'll deal with whatever comes from those decisions. I HAVE TO wipe my hands clean of her and get back to living life for me and my boys Pullo and Kapu.
This whole thing has been hell on Salliss and I both. I've lost almost 10lb from it, god knows about Salliss.. but I need ppl to come hang out with me on my days off, remind me to eat. get my mind off of the pain.
Antichrist and I have a rental house we just moved into with 3 empty rooms.. so come visit us have fun, get me to just live life again.
You all are my family, I love you. please help me heal.
If you feel bad for me, want to help, feel upset...CARE what I want right now. Please stop talking about it. I can't let go if you all keep shoving her back in my face. Yes I will see her in chat, YES I will talk to her. There is nothing more I can do but give her the divorce she wants. I still care for her.. but she's no longer one of my worries. she'll do what ever she wants, and she'll deal with whatever comes from those decisions. I HAVE TO wipe my hands clean of her and get back to living life for me and my boys Pullo and Kapu.
This whole thing has been hell on Salliss and I both. I've lost almost 10lb from it, god knows about Salliss.. but I need ppl to come hang out with me on my days off, remind me to eat. get my mind off of the pain.
Antichrist and I have a rental house we just moved into with 3 empty rooms.. so come visit us have fun, get me to just live life again.
You all are my family, I love you. please help me heal.
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ashlynn:
Your new place looks great, Sean! Keep your chin up, dude. Everything happens for a reason and if it's meant to work out, it will. I know that's kind of not the best answer to give someone, because it never helps, but you're okay!
_interrobang_:
Where's your new place, Bro? I'll come hang. Is your number still the same as before. Let me know and I'll drop you a line.