mrbubblewarp

I feel like my life is being shaken like a snow globe. My ex who I've never stopped loving is single, thanks to her failed attempt to help her friend/lover. Our separation started all because of both of us being co-dependent and her wanting us both to heal our selves so our relationship could move forward in a healthy way. We gave our selves a year...that's in 5 months... A lot can happen in 6m let alone 5.. Sleeping (clothed) next to her brought back so many good memories. Not that I'm going to try to get back with her now....it's just now something in the back of my head, even with her faults she's been the only one I've ever been with that we've both worked to make each others life better, not just our own.

*sighs* I guess we'll see what happens in 5 months. I pray that my HP keeps me sane and shows me the way.