mrbaker

Haven't blogged in a while *shrug* not a whole lot has been going on...

Still waiting to hear back from grad schools

Made some crafts (YAY craft exchange) it was (is?) a lot of fun. I can't wait to hear what my recipient thinks!

Been talk'n to this gal I met on eHarmony (Yes I'm one of the dweebs that uses it)...she's really cool and I'm starting to like her but I'm not sure if she likes me...I hope she does. Maybe I'll talk about her more later

Playing 4th edition DnD, and enjoying that...a few sessions ago we had a near full party wipe (two of five of us survived) so we have a whole new party now. I'll talk more about that some other time (Thursday maybe?)

I got really (pissed at/bummed about/depressed because of) my 'ex' and told her we couldn't be friends anymore...then she insisted that we should try to make things work...I'm actually feeling pretty good about how things panned out between her and I. She's happy with her life now, and I'm realizing that her and I wouldn't have worked out anyway. I still wish we could have...that I could have been exactly what she needed (like her husband apparently is)...but I haven't felt myself nearly coming to tears over the loss of her love in a good long while.

I'm realizing exactly what type of man I am...and its not quite what I'd like to be, but I think I'm becoming better than I was. For example its nice to be able to look in the mirror and think "Damn, I'm actually fairly attractive". I've had body image issues for...a long time...and while I'm not totally happy with myself, I feel pretty good.

I haven't actually been on SG too much lately. Which makes me feel kinda bad. For a good two weeks I made it my mission to review all the new sets in MR, and actually try to say something significant besides "Oooo pretty" (Not that I've ever said anything QUITE like that). It was a lot of work...not sure if I have the endurance for it right now

Later Folks

Mr.Baker