Hullo.
Ive been AWOL right? March and most of April were horrible months for me. I cant begin to explain how bad it was: I was the epitomy of depression and antisocial. I didnt feel like talking to anybody or interact the least. I was a dead shell, man.
Ive come to the conclusion being a GRUP is hard. But you know what, theres no place to go but there.
Ive also given up on the pursuit for Meghan.
I made a bet with my cousin Frankie: she goes to school for her "job proper" w/c is nursing and if and when she graduates, I sign up for priesthood.
Frankie dated this lawyer guy and its like on-and-off. She's seen the "lifestyle:" the classy bars, lounges, glitzy hotels, Hamptons, pampered weekends at the spa ... she wants it all. And she says the only way she can get those is the credibilty of a "job proper." Mr. Lawyer is a "job proper" hence the pursuit of "job proper" to reach that lifestyle. A real social enigma if you ask me.
"But why the priesthood?"
Well Im tired of the scene, man. Im tired of the dating game, the race to be somebody, the search for the one, the fight for fame and fortune. Ive given up I suppose. Ive seen my friends and their relationships crumble to the ground. A little room with sparce belongings appeal to me. Nothing to worry about. I should try the hermit life for a change. Im talking out of my ass maybe ...
I need to run away.
Ive been AWOL right? March and most of April were horrible months for me. I cant begin to explain how bad it was: I was the epitomy of depression and antisocial. I didnt feel like talking to anybody or interact the least. I was a dead shell, man.
Ive come to the conclusion being a GRUP is hard. But you know what, theres no place to go but there.
Ive also given up on the pursuit for Meghan.
I made a bet with my cousin Frankie: she goes to school for her "job proper" w/c is nursing and if and when she graduates, I sign up for priesthood.
Frankie dated this lawyer guy and its like on-and-off. She's seen the "lifestyle:" the classy bars, lounges, glitzy hotels, Hamptons, pampered weekends at the spa ... she wants it all. And she says the only way she can get those is the credibilty of a "job proper." Mr. Lawyer is a "job proper" hence the pursuit of "job proper" to reach that lifestyle. A real social enigma if you ask me.
"But why the priesthood?"
Well Im tired of the scene, man. Im tired of the dating game, the race to be somebody, the search for the one, the fight for fame and fortune. Ive given up I suppose. Ive seen my friends and their relationships crumble to the ground. A little room with sparce belongings appeal to me. Nothing to worry about. I should try the hermit life for a change. Im talking out of my ass maybe ...
I need to run away.