mratreyu

I had a piece of ice cream cake last night while watching my Manchester United get beat by Arsenal (recap by the folks at FSC). Obviously I finished my cake and years of conditioning kicked in -- well, for me anyways -- I licked the plate clean of its chocolatey goodness.

I forgot I had my beard. And now I have chocolate in my beard....
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I havent had anything to drink for a week.
And I havent smoked a lucie for 4 days.

Agh. I think Im getting my appetite back. I dont want to be 220 again so Im poppin them Hydroxycut pills plus light exercise.

Its tuff doing cold-turkey but so far its been alright.
I think.

My friend Navid introduced me to the glorious world of single malt scotch.

Yeah.
That was the shit.

hxc.

I miss the people, not the job.

Uncertainty is a wonderful thing. The future is but a riddle: therefore we must live for the present.

hxc.

A sweet old lady working for security kinda read me the other day.

"One day you will be a great man ..."
"Because in you, a good heart beats for the world."

...

Im done with the Mermaid.
The siren songs she's spinning is filled with lies.

I feel elated ... and yet a sudden feeling of uncertainty envelopes me.

...

UNCERTAINTY IS GOOD.

YO nico deseo amar usted Megs. Un poco de su amabilidad mostrarse a my obscurecer horas. Pero YO dont confianza cualquier de l ... o alguien otro en cuanto a eso.

Espero hasta finalmente arrendar usted ser porque He perdido todo sentido de que es verdadero amor.

When I act indifferent, it shows in my face.
Truly, I dont want to be indifferent but circumstances force my hand.
And only then, my true feelings for the world seep thru the surface.

I want to love. But I cannot.

Therefore I am indifferent.

My cousin Frankie got piss-ass drunk last night and asked me to drop her off for a booty-call. This is the same booty call who did her while drunk in the beach.

How do I know this? She tells me everything.

Call me old-fashioned, call me virtuous, call me disgusted but this is too much. I almost decked my cousin for giving me the rhetoric...
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So my brother graduated from hs 2day. Im so proud of him. He wil be joining my sister over @ RC to pursue nursing.

Ive just sent my application for the Peace Corps a little whiles ago. Wish me luck.

Meghan's bf Will wasnt exactly a big hit over @ the house, so says my cousin Frankie. Bah. None of my beeswax.

Given the circumstances...
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Ive been humbled yet again.

My car of 10 years, "Hannah," has been totaled.

I dress what I feel like.
I act what I feel like.
I listen to what I feel like.

It feels so good to actually do what I feel like.

Im getting new ink for my day.